It's been a while since I made a new song, mainly because there have been many things in my personal life that have been going on. I won't mention any details, but much of it over the past few months had put me on the brink of despair. However through the last moments, I've been given signs that have put me in what I truly believe is a great direction on life. Before I thought that life was merely just cruel, that only the strong and ruthless can survive. That people with good hearts must turn them into stone in order to live a long life and achieve what they want from it. While some of it is right, the past few days have shown there's more to it than that. That one must be strong, but not give up their heart that easily. That one must fight, dirty if they have to, but not go bad because of it. Most of all, the most important thing to do, is this: No matter what life throws at you, no matter how much drama you endure, how much disaster strikes, how many people you lose and how many people try to get in your way by any means necessary I want you to do one thing: NEVER GIVE UP!!!

I've come so far in my own life, that the fact that I am still alive is reason enough, but if that's not enough then here's this:

If you find yourself on the verge, that you just want to give up on your life in general. Think about this:

1. Everyone you love and that loves you will miss you when you go. You go a piece of them goes with you.
2. Everyone you hate and that hate you, will benefit from your demise. You go because of them, they take more from you. Even in death.
3. Those that boast their strength to harm others are the true weak ones.
4. You are a lot more stronger than you think you are.
5. You have many people on your side even if you think you're alone.
6. Love, Compassion, Kindness and Understanding may seem weak to those that don't understand or don't care, but it's your greatest strengths. Far beyond mere muscle and sheer will.
7. Not everyone is good at everything, but everyone is good at something. Do what you do best.
8. Never say "I can't." nor take anyone telling you "You can't." as the fucking gospel. If they don't have faith in you gifts, they are not worth your time.
9. Be kind, but don't be stupid. Some people will try to take advantage of that.
10. Those that come to harm you, want you to despair. Don't cry. Get Even.
11. Sometimes when life seems cruel and you've lost all hope, everything turns out in the end. While you feel it should be faster, patience is a virtue. If things or people try your patience, either avoid them or fight them until they stop.
12. Most importantly. You may not get the life you hoped for, but there will always be things in your life, you will treasure.

Which brings me to my new song:

I wanted to another harmonizing lyrical song, but until now I never thought of what to do it on. However after the past couple of days of being on the verge of my own despair, having close calls on how life would get worse and overall being in a rotten mood throughout most of it, only for me to be given by sheer miracle, signs of the first steps to my life turning around, I've gained my old resolve back. I have never felt this positive, this determined and at the same time mad in a good way in years.

I dedicate this moment in life to the following people:

@RipCatcha, while you've spoken much about how kind I was to you, I will say this. You helped me a lot more than I could ever help you and I thank you for it.

@shintsukimi205, your work and your words have been a great inspiration.

@AngelStarFuture311, you asked me to help one of your friends. I have no idea why, but you helped me remember what CIEIR was all about. You saved two lives that time.

@DoorMeme, you've looked into the abyss yourself and nearly fell in. While we tried our best to try to pull you away, you pulled yourself out all your own. As a result, you not only kept on living, but you helped me gain the strength I needed to pull myself out of my own abyss. Keep doing what you intend to do, don't let anyone say you can't, their word means shit compared to your own unless it's a word of encouragement.