Just when I thought my Christmas Miracle was the limit of good things, I ended up getting more than I bargained for. On this December 13th a lot of good things happened to me.
- I won a game of pool for the first time in years. Using a strategy I used once to inadvertently beat two professional pool players in my past.
- I have slowly but surely improved on my chess skills, using puzzle games to improve my strategic mind. Against a computer, even on easy mode was hard on me, but when I realized the reason why, I was able to get 3 Checkmates and 3 Stalemates. The latter meaning I made the Computer give up. Which fills me with more confidence.
- Most importantly, I managed to have one full day without any drama. So needless to say, it was a very good day.
No word of a lie though as good as it was, it's starting to scare me a little....in a good way. But it's still a "What The Fuck?" moment for me. A good one but seriously what the actual fuck? Don't get me wrong, I am gonna hold on to these good moments while I still can and better late than never. However I still can't believe all the crap I went through came to this. Things have started to loosen up in a very good way. The environment around me, is literally cleaning itself up before it's eyes and literally everything I have ever hoped and prayed for, has started to slowly, but surely come true. And if it can happen to me, then it can happen to you all too.
Sometimes, yes it's a good thing to succeed in life, through hard work and determination, but that being said, the key to maintaining or growing that success, is that you sometimes have to get out more. See some people you haven't seen in years. Reconnect with old friends and family. Take great advantage, but do not abuse any cultivated relationships. Any time someone offers to help you and you said in the past "You don't have to." ask them for help sometimes. You never know, they could lead you to better success and at the same time, using your own skills and experience, you could help them succeed in their goals in life. Find common ground, work with that and try to keep each other out of trouble, but if you can't, fight your way out. It doesn't have to be a place that costs money to go either, like amusement parks or arcades. It could be a quiet walk to the park, the home of a family or friend. Whether you know it or not, you have people in your corner that you probably never realize. People that could give you advice on what to invest in, people that have the necessary tools you needed, that you didn't have before and people that are willing to stick their neck out for you and vice versa. Life is not a competition, it's not every man, woman and child for themselves. It is a test to see if we are willing to put aside all our differences and work together to grow with or off each other. Happiness is not against the law, those who say otherwise is full of shit. Whatever makes you happy, go out and do it, it may lead you to more happy things. Hang out with the right crowd, those willing to grow out of some of their childhood mentalities, but not all. Help someone in need if you can.
Basically to succeed in life and to keep it maintained is that we all help each other out. One way or another.
Right now as we speak, some people be it in my neck of the woods or your neck of the woods are working together to try to fix a broken world. And while I have faith they may succeed, they will always need a helping hand. Even if it's something as simple as holding a door for them while they carry groceries.
It took me a long time to realize that, so I wanted to tell everyone I know so they could in their own ways realize it faster.
It's not too late either, even if you're old and think you don't got anything left to give to the world, you're wrong. You give wisdom, you give advice, you try your best to make sure the current generations don't suffer the same screw ups you yourself have experienced in the past. Not only that, but in return, because we were newer to the world, we end up teaching you life lessons in return. Ways to revigorated the spirit and show what it's like to be alive good and bad. A lot of elders in my neck of the woods, whenever I help them out, they always felt they never helped me out in return, I tell them the same thing. That they do a lot more to help me than I do to help them. Some don't know what I mean until I explain it. Because in turn, they been good company, someone I could talk to about both good days and bad and in turn they confide in me the same way. Many of them have since moved away from the neighbourhood and into safer grounds. But I never forget about them.
In terms of what happened the past couple of months, I have no fucking clue. I have guesses that border on science and the supernatural, but unless others could see what I see, I don't think they'd believe it. Sometimes the guesses are correct, sometimes not. But when they are, it just makes me feel good knowing that my good guesses are the right ones. But whatever the hell happened to make it this way, yielded excellent results. And as a result, I been able to see more accurate signs that more good things may come my way.
I wish to thank all my fans for still sticking around up to this point. You have my deepest gratitude.
So take care, stay safe and stay tuned for more.