This is both funny and serious at the same time. Now part of the reason why drama is hard to avoid, is that at least a small percentage of us, have empathy. We care about what others think and feel, even when by all intents and purposes, it should not be our business and not be our problem.

Me, I'm the worst offender, because I try not to give a fuck about certain things, that don't involve me anyway. But my heart and mind go into overdrive whenever I see the little things that draw me in. Case in point, Newgrounds and my School life. I fucking hate bullies. It's 95 percent of the reason why I get into so much trouble and fights both on and offline. And while ignoring is the proper solution, they would say or do anything, to draw you back into the fight. Call you names that simply aren't true. Spread rumours about you, to goad you into fighting them. Even go so far as hitting you once, either as a means of intimidation or proving that they can hurt you. I learned that one the hard way about a few weeks ago, when certain bad elements beat my face in. Although it bruised and bled me, I didn't feel pain. In fact I was disappointed that it didn't hurt despite being bruised and bleeding. I even scared the other bad elements by saying the following. "YOU SEE THIS?! THIS IS A LOVE TAP COMPARED TO WHAT I GO THROUGH EVERY DAY!!" Even to prove my point, I dared many of them to kill me and despite them outnumbering me 4 to 1, they not once raised their fists. Instead they opened their disgusting teen raping mouths and said the following "Either move or kill yourself." Instead I exposed them for the teen raping bastards they were and rather than them getting the hint and leaving me alone, they spread rumours about me saying the N word. As well as turning the accusations against me, by claiming I'm one.

For the record, my family and friends are racially and religiously diverse. If they ever thought I'd say that word, I'd literally be dead. Not only that, but while I would look into cases on whether or not someone is a pedophile, let me make this perfectly clear.

I FUCKING HATE PEDOPHILES!!! I dealt with them all my life, be it almost being a victim, witnessing helplessly friends and family being victims and recently, they act like I'm one, to cover their own ass. So needless to say, you all know why the Jes vs this Joe thing, pisses me off so much. Because it's the fucking same as real life. Guys like Joe, do this shit every day to drag others with them. It's one of the reasons why I say that even if he is a teen, it doesn't matter. These guys are in their 40s, think High School Drama life is still the way to go and when people disagree with them or slight them in some way, they're dead. One of which, held a 10 year grudge against a guy, he thought stole from him. When in fact the superintendent at his building took his stuff, through legal means. Another guy seems to take surface circumstances and make it look like a hate crime. For example. I could care less what colour you are, what race you are, what religion you worship or who you decide to marry and fuck. If I see you do Evil, I call you out on your evil, not the titles you use as a shield. Yet if I, a white person, with some native blood faces against an army of evil people, that happen to be a different colour than I am, suddenly I'm a bigot. You could be white, black, chinese, middle eastern or even those Green Skinned chicks from Star Trek for all I care and the fight would still be the same. I don't use slurs, I use swears. I don't say it's because of your race, I say it's because of your character. I don't give a fuck how old you are on the net, if you're gonna pick a fight with someone and cyberbully them, I will fight you until you cry. That's how I lived my life. Trying to right wrongs, only for my rep to sour. The recent batch 10 years ago raped an underage escort well until she turned 25. Do the math on that one. And yet when I call them out on it, I'm the bad guy.

However, that being said, I've had a revelation.

As most people know, I use sage. But I don't just use it for smudging. A medicine man friend of mine recommended I smoke a sage joint. Tobacco mixed with sage. The best way to describe it, is like smoking the literal feeling of not giving a fuck. All my problems, above as well as minor problems I deal with every day, took the back burner and I saw the world for what it should be, pure bliss pure joy. It was like I was free of my burdens and ready to enjoy life.

Now I'm not encouraging you all to smoke sage, as it is very dangerous and unpredictable. However, what I'm saying is now that I know what it's like to not give a fuck, I think maybe through various means you all can do it too. But here are some steps:

1. Unless it involves friends, family or school. Stop giving a fuck about the world. Unless we all decide to be politicians, us bitching about it never solves anything and even then most of you as Politicians would fuck it up even if your heart was in the right place. The world is not our business unless they decide to go to war with us.
2. Avoid seeking validation from those that clearly hate you. People have a vain sense that everyone should love them and no one should hate them. Me, I used to be one of those people. I tried everything I could to get people on my side even though it was quite clear they would hate me no matter what. You can't please everyone, stop trying and value the ones that are on your side for real. If they hate you? Who gives a fuck. People should accept who you are, not what you can give them.
3. Always know when to walk away. Sometimes even if you don't give a fuck, certain people would try to keep you in their circle and suck the life out of you with boring bullshit drama. No matter what they do, just walk away. If you have anything to say, just say the following "You're not worth my time and energy." and walk away. It's a hard thing to do, but it does work. Walking away was the hardest for me, but I still keep doing it.

The world can fix itself, we don't have to pay attention to it all the time. Use that time and energy to focus on the quality of your life. Save yourself first, before taking on the world. Get a steady cashflow job, get a home, watch some tv, play some games. Whatever the case may be to entertain you, just simply stop giving a fuck about everyone else and start caring for you more. Be a little more selfish for once.

And if anyone asks where you're going and what you're doing you only have one answer:

I JUST DON'T GIVE A FUCK!!!

Thank you for reading this. Stay tuned for more.