@DoorMeme @CIEIRMusic trying to prevent it is futile, I uploaded a video to newgrounds (that I hence mirrored onto youtube) and Tom Fulp got it removed as it depicted an accurate portrayal of how people would react if I killed myself
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And you think that means he wants you to kill yourself? Dude, I've spoken to Tom Fulp, the guy is reasonable person. Most of the videos and art that get removed, are not even of his own doing. It's often by that prick of a mod bot called M-Bot. I should know, the damn thing tried to delete my album cover "A Salute to Spirals." Twice. Fulp and his mods got that back for me.
@DoorMeme @CIEIRMusic @CIEIRMusic Fulp is just prolonging the inevitable, would you like me to show you the message he sent me?
Show me.
@DoorMeme @CIEIRMusic @CIEIRMusic
"I've removed your suicide posts because of the sorts of interactions that are going on in them.
I'm not sure if you are being serious with these posts or joking around but if you are having serious thoughts, please call 1-800-273-8255 and talk to someone about what you are feeling.
I know the Internet can make you feel like lots of people are mad at you but people are mad at lots of things on the Internet every day and they'll be mad at something else tomorrow. I saw your posts where you were saying you're a bad person - if you are doing something that is upsetting people and you feel bad about it too, take the opportunity to change direction. You have artistic talent and the ability to animate, which is more than most people on the Internet.
What are some of your goals with art and animation, in terms of what you truly want to make?"
I don't know about you, but it looks to me like he was trying to reach out to you. He must have assumed you were joking, because this is Newgrounds and his claim to fame involves Pico, Nene and Darnell. With Nene being his suicide girl. However the fact that he gave you a number for suicide hotline does not mean he wants you to die. Suicide Hotline is literally the Go To Number for people who need someone to talk to when they feel like they should end their life.
Look at the last quote here. "You have artistic talent and the ability to animate, which is more than most people on the Internet. What are some of your goals with art and animation, in terms of what you truly want to make?" He seems like really values you as an artist.
I couldn't find doormeme's name in the user search so I had to go here. ._. I almost thought he was banned or something.
You were kinda right. I spoke with Tom. Mostly to report the fuckhead that's been hassling DoorMeme. He almost banned DoorMeme too, because he was worried that his behaviour, which he was on the fence on whether or not DM was joking, was affecting others. However due to a glitch, it only temporarily locked his account.
@TrueWolfully @CIEIRMusic ah..
You are in my thoughts @DoorMeme. You will always have me and @CIEIRMusic to help in this difficult process. I remember I wanted to kill myself but I realized...You might end up coming back to live the rest of your life!
@TrueWolfully @CIEIRMusic I tried to change my description but it says I've been banned
@DoorMeme @CIEIRMusic welp
DoorMeme
you didnt have to make this post, you're prolonging the inevitable, just like Tom Fulp has been
CIEIRMusic
You're damn right I'm prolonging it, because as long as there is still breath in me you are not gonna die. Not on my watch. I've already watched more than enough people die of despair and you're not gonna be the next.