I read your last one, and from reading this one I can see you have very much improved your way of thinking. I think with your last post you became rageful at the people who choose not to support you for selfish reason or personal choice and just well, like I said before, became the "green-eyed monster." From this news post I can trust and tell that you've improved, calmed down, took a breath, and are inspired by people all the time, you just get insecure because of other people rising up, while others stay still. I thank you for your shoutout and truly I do not appreciate your support enough. I really do mean that, I don't deserve all the attention I've gotten, as it should rather go to you and others. You will rise up one day, just as you've helped me get frontpaged many times before, and surely the others have gotten frontpaged thanks to your support. You truly deserve more than you know, and I completely understand becoming easily jealous. It's a human flaw, a lot of people suffer under it (including myself) and I'm really happy you continue supporting the people you do because you feel its right. Just keep cool and keep making music. I'll continue to support and like the music you'll always make!
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Not so much jealousy, I treat not moving forward like being stuck in mud and slowly sinking while everyone else is passing by. In real life if someone just passed by someone sinking in mud without helping them out of it, they'd be considered a monster, because they pretty much passed by and let someone die without so much as calling others for help. That said, I may have gone too far in my anger, but I needed to vent everything out, otherwise it would have killed me holding it in.
That being said, the jerk that was slamming me over the last post, acted as if I didn't care about my fans, nor was I appreciative of the help I did get. Both of which isn't true. I appreciate any help that comes my way. Even something as simple as a shout out. Only reason why I refused to listen to his points was because he was a bully. Not to me, but to a lot of other people. Any time I get into an argument with someone, I look them up. Mainly to see if they are worth fighting. I may be aggessive and prone to rage, that people would consider me a bully, but I fucking hate bullies so anyone that has had a history of bullying others on this site gets no floor to argue with me.
That being said two things. One, I really do appreciate your support and while your humbleness and modesty is endearing, don't say you don't deserve this. I know for a fact that you are a hell of a better musician than me, that you have a better chance at moving forward and I will continue to support and nurture that for as long as I can.
@CIEIRMusic I'm sorry you've had to deal with an unfortunate share of bullies. All I can say on that really is, just ignore them as best you can. It's not worth arguing to a brick wall, and emotionally I don't think its worth it. I mean, I don't know if its just me, but I just feel tired after being bullied. Either way, thank you again for your support. I don't deserve as loyal a fan as you, and you deserve so much more than you think. Don't take it hard on yourself and stay cool <3 Thanks again for being a friend.
Eh. Part of why I hate them on top of dealing with my fair share is that they can easily corrupt their victims into sinking to their level. I used to be one of them in an attempt to get them to back off, but like them the power I got from it corrupted me. I went from going after people who deserve it to simply going after people. After a huge wake up call I managed to get my act together long enough to graduate High School. I was dead set on moving forward when bad things started to happen to me. Causing my life to go down a 9 year downward Spiral that I only recently got out of. Now my goal is to try to get ahead as much as possible.
@CIEIRMusic Good for you man. I wish you luck in you endeavors and I will support you as much as I am able to!
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Thank you so much.