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CIEIRMusic
Amateur Filmmaker, Author, Cartoonist, Musician and defictionalizer (Finding truth in fiction), mostly here to promote my music to indie developers that need it.

S.T. Musician @CIEIRMusic

Age 33, Male

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High School Graduate/Self Taug

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Nice read right after waking up with a cup o mornin' coffee.
Not just some mindless vague buzz-wordy feelgood post (kike some new age mindfullness stuff) But actually putting in a bit of effort to put in some nuance and solid examples.

And can deffinetly relate to the first few financial examples. Like great, got a few extra pennies, now go ahead and pay a bunch of extra bills! >=]
And also very much the living with a lot of people, including the fair shair of awfull ones. But also comming to see that there some in there that I can actually trust, and rely on for certain things.

But sometimes the moods just do what they want. Sometimes a day goes majorly fantastic, but feels ruined by something teeny tiny that happens.
And just a few days ago. I had a situation that normally would completely ruined my whole week, but somehow, I just positively carried along:
Had a nasty leak comming from the ceiling, in the corner of my room, right at the head of my bed.
Had a corner getting soaked, had to move the bed away, towels on the floor, allong with a bunch of pots and pans to try and catch most of the water.

I could've stressed the frick out and lost my shit over it: like the floor becomming crooked (more than it already is, lol). Matress getting ruined, mold forming on the walls and ceiling after the fact. Or having to keep my corner of my already cramped room clear on rainy days, and not being able to fix and replace shit because: broke.
But nah, kinda just joked about it during the day, and just went ahead and did what I could to keep the damages to a minimum. Had some nice talks with the nice neighbours. Went to work, and got allong nicely with work going smooth as well. Nothing special or magically wholesome, just a regular day, other than the problematic mess at home.

So yeah, think there's some exceptions, both good and bad. But generally, a good rule of thumb you gave, to keep in mind.
Good to keep yourself in a nice in-the-middle state of mind. Like staying sharp and a little cautious, when things go well, and not to lose your mind, or your hope, when a situation takes a turn for the shitty.

First of all regarding your apartment, you have my deepest sympathies. I grew up in a bad neighborhood, so I know what it's like to deal with crap like that.

Second of all I'm glad my post resonated with you.

Third. No word of a lie. Maintaining those days wasn't easy, but I managed to get through them.

Operation: C.O.P.E.

Creating
Opportunities
Positively
Every day.

@LazarheaD
Operation:
-Cunts
-Oughta
-Position
-Elsewhere

Re-position all of the cunts (preferebly into space)! To make the world a better place!

Amazing. Glad for the lack of buzzwords.

Eh it was overwhelming in a good way. Things just happen to fall into place for me. Just recently I bought an orange shirt for Truth an Reconciliation Day.

By the way, unrelated subject. But vaguely related sort of feeling, like feeling bad during good times. That sorta bittersweetness.

Do you ever have this weird thing, whenever somebody who's around you, unconciously picks up some kind of good mannerism from you, and if you notice that person, unspokenly taking over some possitive habbit. Then it for some reason, initially feels kind of like somebody taking credit for a joke you came up with?
It doesn't really makes sense to me myself, as to why that initial feeling pops in, whenever I've seen somebody take over a small good habbit.
And no big deal, because it always mellows right away after a few seconds, realising that it's a stupid feeling, because something obviously good is goin on.

Or maybe that's just me, not realing I'm being sort of arrogant?

Well it often depends on the person with the mannerism and the person imitating it. The person imitating it taking credit or no, probably didn't mean anything by it initially and it sort of assimilated into his consciousness. Other times they are jerks just trying to copy others to be cool. My own personality is not so much an assimilation, but an amalgamation of the people in my life. Most of their good or bad quirks rub off on me and I was able to shape them into my own personality quirks. Not so much imitations, but interpretations of them in my POV.

You're not being arrogant though. If someone is stealing your identity that way, you have every right to call them out on it.