CIEIRMusic 2024-01-27 18:33:27

It's not easy. Some people still hate me for not giving in to their bullshit, but no matter how mad I get I say my piece and move on to a better day. They can label me all they want and maybe I'll explain why they're wrong, but other than that I don't give a damn anymore. The people I confront in my personal life are over 40, pedophilic, racist, narcissistic, gangster wannabe, high school drop outs, whom I just recently found out, beat and raped a trafficked sex worker. Back when she was 15 years old. When I exposed them, much like my enemies in Newgrounds, they gave me false labels, calling me the very things they were. This is the kind of crap I've dealt with every day of my life and as a result of what I seen in public, it was able to let me reflect on who I'm really facing. Not kids. Adults that think they are still kids, that think the High School life still applies to real life and I'm not talking books. I'm talking booze, drugs, destructive house parties. Things that as a kid would be awesome to get away with, but as an adult would cause so much damage, it would make the damages done in the movie Project X, seem like a paper cut in comparison. As well as harsh consequences. They're energy vampires that do anything to get attention and they're just as hard to ignore in real life as they are should they be on the net. One guy used footage of last year's fire to accuse an old man of having a man climb his balcony to steal something. I seen that balcony, that's a 40 foot drop, you'd have to be stupid enough to do that and that's not even once mentioning the fact that said footage was of a guy jumping from a fucking fire. Used it as an excuse to label the man and attack his wife. And that's just one member of that group. Others were those I known in my own schools, they were losers whom tried to start fights with people and they're losers now. All talk and no action. I've taken a beating from worse people than that.

But that being said no matter how bad things get, they are eventually done. They harmed someone's daughter, so needless to say, that daughter's parents would like a few words with them. I personally reported them to the cops for their other crimes. It's one of the reasons they're going at me Net style, because they want to get as much people pissed off at me as possible because I outed them as Pedophiles and Statutory Rapists. So the law is also coming for them. However there was one thing, one thing I overlooked. These people are power drinkers, whether they know it or not, they're slowly poisoning themselves with excessive drinking and exerting themselves with excessive drugs and partying. They're killing themselves, slowly and painfully. It's one of those "If I'm going down, I'm taking you with me moments." But unless they stop then and there, they'll die as they lived. Losers that hate people for no reason, yet will get outlived by them.

CIEIRMusic 2024-01-28 13:01:14 (Updated 2024-01-28 14:30:57)

Thank you. Not an easy thing to do, but at the same time, once you master it you're golden. Regarding the bullies in school. Take it from a guy whom watched similar bullies grow up to be loser adults. They may say stuff that trigger, they may do stuff that piss people off, they may even go so far as trying to hit you to intimidate you. But as long as you stay in your lane and focus on what you wanna do, ignore them as much as possible and hang out with those that could care less what anyone thinks of you badly, then you're golden. They on the otherhand will spend the rest of their lives, drinking and drugging themselves to death, rotting away at their own hand because deep down, misery loves company. Deprive them of said company and you basically take their lives. Killing them without even having to touch them. Right now as I type this, the people that hassled me are getting sick. In fact they're dying, they're well past the age where their body is shutting down anyway, but the stuff they did to themselves made it go faster. They go after others, because they're afraid they will die alone and want at least someone to hurt permanently before they go out. Their last laugh. But as long as you keep living, long after they leave you to find some other punching bag if any, then you win. It was hard for me, because they wouldn't stop hurting people, but I caused enough of an impact good and bad that others can take care of themselves without me.

CIEIRMusic 2024-01-28 14:42:21

People can change if they want to change. If they don't want to change and they prefer keeping a stupid life, they're not worth helping. Simply leave them be. If it's a group, all the more better, because if they don't have anyone to hurt, they'll spend time infighting, turning against each other. Especially since unlike groups, clicks and actual street gangs, there is no leadership in bullies and it's all a fight on who's the boss. In fact if they do ask you or talk to you. Just say one simple question "If you're all so great, who's the leader?" Then just walk off. Trust me. If they're as disorganized with themselves as they are with going after others, then they'll be fighting each other for a long time.

CIEIRMusic 2024-01-28 15:14:28

There are people I know, myself included whom thought solving problems with violence was the way to go, but instead, much like drugs and alcohol, it became an addiction, a disease. Even those that don't like to fight, revel when they hurt someone, whether they deserved it or not. As kids, it was easy for us, because aside from time in Juvie, we would get away with a lot. With adults, it's not that simple. They hurt someone, they either get arrested or hurt themselves. Some kids often bite the bullet anyway and try to grow up fast, to make up for their past mistakes. Others, are so full of themselves that no matter how many times they keep hurting people, they don't see themselves at fault for it. They're basically living the definition of insanity, repeating the same pattern expecting different results. So just let them repeat themselves, let them keep spinning until the record breaks.