Follow up to this:

It's mostly belief and disbelief based on us.

I was thinking it over and there are explanations that are routed in both logic and the unknown, regarding a certain subject that puzzled me over the years I can remember in my life.

For Context, whenever I left a door, whether it was the door to my apartment or someone else's home, it often felt like I stepped out from one world into another. Then it made me realize, depending on where we are at a certain time and place, we lived in multiple worlds at the same time.

Case in point, whenever we step outside and see other people, be it friend or foe alike, we step outside and enter what is known as the Real World. Where people of various walks of life interact with each other one way or another. Some finding common ground, yet suspecting further motives. I was no exception. Even among my friends and family. as well as friendly strangers I meet in person or online, I always sensed an ulterior motive among most. Some mundane like the simple things in life. Food, Money, Shelter, a way to improve one's personal and professional life. Others I could only equate to cockroaches and bed bugs. Parasitic creatures that take on human form, that are all take and no give. I can either squash them, spray them or ignore them. I help those worthy of my help and even on a site like this, even my most worst of outbursts have an additional meaning to test to see how people react to my best and worst. So far, a lot of you passed with flying colours. You listened to my opinion, took what you didn't believe with a grain of salt and operated on the common ground you found in me and for that I respect and love you all for it.

That being said, there were failures. Those that seemed affable, but had something I didn't like. Others that I didn't expect to hate. As well as many.....MANY misunderstandings one way or another that I stumbled upon. However rather than give up entirely in which I came very very close to doing, I moved on to see if I had to be older and more importantly smarter enough to keep going and come up with new ideas that would at best help me succeed or at worst, help me live at least more comfortably. For context, on top of my usual income sources I would need an additional $2000 CAD a year just to help myself, help others, but still live more comfortably to be in a better position to think, plan and execute the ideas that hit or miss. But that's basically a glimpse of my own personal world spilling onto the real world.

Which leads me to the next world. Peer Private World. Among our peers, we have common ground on various subjects, but outside that we don't know what to make of them, yet value their presence, input and opinion long enough for us to value them as an important person in our lives.

Then there's the true private world. Where you're all alone with nothing but your thoughts, prayers, deep dark secrets and wishes since childhood that you didn't think came true. If you're a logical person, it's your inner thinker and rational mind persuading you one way or another. If you're spiritual some kind of benevolent or malevolent being or multiple beings may be guiding you. But in the end it's how you interpret the good and the bad of the things you experience.

To me, whenever I wake up, I'm in private world. If I have guests at my home or God forbid hang out with my friends, family and others, that's my Peer Private World, because I would trust them enough to let them in my world, whether they believe in some aspects or not. But not enough to scare them away or call the Men in White.

But what makes things interesting is if I meet people with certain common ground with a common goal in mind, somehow be it though accountability, faith or sheer dumb luck, we are able to accomplish ways of improving our own lives and each others.

So to me that simply means that the way our worlds and the worlds outside us can survive is if we put aside our petty differences and work together.

Other than that, take care, stay safe and stay tuned for more.

Follow up to: It's not the belief, it's the people. Let me explain.

As I grew up I was in a religiously diverse family to the point where it was dumbed down, to whether or not we believe in one or more deities and the folklore and myths that follow. Some of us grew up in the Abrahamic Religions, Christianity, Judaism and Islam, to name a few. Others had alternative spiritual beliefs based on their respective religion and the folklore that followed. A belief I respect with all my heart. However, I woke up and realized that whether we believe in something or disbelieve in something, we are right. Whether we go full religion or full science, what we believe affects our perspective of reality and what we disbelief will not hurt you, depending on how strong we are in what we believe in ourselves. We strive to be better than what came before, recognized the flaws in their and our lives and reacted accordingly. Don't stop there. If say you don't believe there is a hell, but a paradise divided by the severity of sin, there's a good chance you'll go there. If there's a disbelief in any God and you'll believe you'll rot into the ground, you will. If you believe you'll be king of your own paradise while others are rotting in one way or another, you're right, but if they find a way to profit off their shit, it makes you feel more wrong, even if it's not the case. It's these petty thoughts that are the foundation of every drama fest that has happened for as long as humankind has been around. For one reason or another we find excuses to divide each other, knowing full well, that uniting one way or another would be the better chance at world survival. For those whom take this by heart and learn even in your own way, I applaud you. For those who don't you have my pity.

Until then, take care stay safe and stay tuned for more.

Over the years, I met people from many walks of life. Whether they were a different race, religion, sex, orientation or whatever their core beliefs were one way or another on their view on how the world works. Part of what made it hard for us all to communicate with each other, was because due to bad experience in relation to all those in the past. Some offensive, some as products of fear, paranoia and the need to cause drama.

To shorten it, your race, beliefs, orientation, cisgender, transgender, the line between fiction and reality and how one view as how the world works does not matter to me unless:

1. They happen to coincide with my beliefs.
2. Don't go against my own view of morality.
3. Most importantly use it as an excuse to hurt others. Whether you're a victim or a villain a lot of us, have done this crap. Stop it.

Other than that, in terms of the world, we're cool. Believe what you want to believe, if you like me, more power to you, if you don't go fuck yourself. If you're of some help, I am all ears, if you're of no hopes, go fuck yourself. If you take the time to get to know me, I'll gauge your opinion from that, but otherwise if you like me, more power, if not, go fuck yourself.

Because while experience with others on certain demographics may have fueled my dislike, it's not me. I'm not racist, I'm not sexist, I'm not homophobic or transphobic. I'm me and you're you and if you can't comprehend that, then you don't deserve to live the life you drain from others to survive. So go fuck yourself.

Other than that, take care, stay safe and stay tuned for more.

Ok first of all, I had to confess, I had a weekly dry spell regarding my meds. I ran out last week and I just got back on them three days ago. However because of that dry spell I was able to learn a lot more about myself. I was able to last a week without even remotely getting into drama online or offline. Others shouted at me, but I was able to ignore them easily as long as I was among trusted friends, family and loved ones in general. So it made life much easier for me on and off, but that said, now that I'm back on them, I'm able to enjoy the finer things in life, be more honest about my wants and needs and as a result I was able to find the secret to eternal life and death.

To sum it up, it's based on the following principle. Life depends on how much you care to keep it living one way or another. Those who care less, kill more.

For example. Say you met someone, whom for all intents and purposes should not click with you, based on your own POV on how people act. But then you find out, that this person has a similar mutual love of the things you have. Depending on your level of care you'd do the following things:

1. If you trust the person well enough to take care of themselves, then you don't have to interfere with their life. Simply be there for them when they need it.
2. If you feel they need help that only you know how to provide, at best give advice based on your perspective and at worst, if they're a lost cause, ignore them and help someone else out.
3. Above all else, base them on how you view they need your help. Most of the times what you offer won't click with them or worse, what you have in common with them, could never be understood enough by your circle or theirs that they'd mistake a simple act of help as an attack. So helping them must be taken in baby steps.

Point being that if you care enough about someone to do that for them, then they are worth helping every step of the way. I'm sure you all have skills you didn't think were useful to you, but may be useful to them. Or even something simple as giving someone a recipe that could appeal to their survival, frugal or overall taste, could keep someone alive for eternity if need be.

That's a lesson I should have learned a very long time ago. I would not only be better off, but I'd also be in a position much faster to help out those whom helped me in return. And that includes you guys, much of why I didn't give anything back yet in a way that it was meaningful, was because at this point, you've helped me out in so many ways I don't know how to repay you. That and after doing a thorough study of my budget, I found that if I ever wanted to live more comfortably while still being in a position to give back, on top of my usual income, I would have to make at the very minimum $2000 a year. It's one of the reasons why I sell my music so cheap. Not to make a shit load off of one or two fans, but so, thousands of them at least would get me to that a little faster. My priorities are divided between this life and my home life and while life-wise I am able to figure out more to improve it, I know I can't do this alone. It's why artists do what they do for cash, to expand on what they can do. All I wanted was the same chance and it wouldn't have cost you much to do it.

That aside, I know I can survive off what I got, but there comes a time when a person wants more and this truly isn't the avenue, then I can always find other ways at this point, but I love to entertain people. Which makes it hard t quit. But at the same time, it's not easy to stay even in short times.

However, that doesn't mean I took you fans for granted, you were the heart and soul of this account. Your input helped me improve, your love of my music made me want to produce more and to top it off, I appreciated at least some people liked my ideas and listened to my viewpoint no matter how crazy I may have sounded to all of them. The only thing I asked was just more than critical success. A chance to show the world I can improve based on what it likes about me.

Until then, take care, stay safe and stay tuned for more.

Unlike the last articles on this subject I won't link the previous article as this is a mere preview. After doing what I could with the CIEIR Potion I decided to expand on it and make other potions for various things. But first, let me introduce you the the brand new addition of my equipment:

Meet the Starfrit Iced Tea Iced Coffee maker. A hot brewer that can make iced tea and iced coffee with whatever ingredients you wish to put in. This little device has been a big help for me, both for my CIEIR Potion needs and my Coffee and Tea needs in general. But most importantly it gave me an idea.

For context, I am a big fan of the movie The Founder:

For among most reasons, I knew McDonald's had an air of corruption, but the guy that swiped it had a way with words and a point on how a company gets built. However the main reason I loved this movie, was I got to see how the McDonald's patented Speedee System works.

For those whom never seen the movie or are more focused on eating a big mac than seeing how it's made I'll summarize.

The McDonald Brothers came up with a concept that was originally meant to improve the Drive-In concession stand business. Having all your foods and snacks made in 30 seconds rather than 30 minutes. The system was simple, an assembly line style kitchen where each worker had their own station from the grill work to packaging and sending to customers. So by the time the first customer in line gets their first burger, the others behind them already have their burgers being prepped ahead of time.

Using this concept, I created a miniature one-man speedy system. Which while not as fast as McDonald's made the concept of making my Potions, a lot more faster. The concept goes like so.

1. The Water distiller. Three hours to yield 4L of nice clean water. This can go either way. I can either make the potion fresh off the distiller or I can store water for later usage and prep work. So the only use for it, would be to just make more distilled water.
2. The Coffee and Tea Maker: The teas I put in for the Health Drink are steeped stronger, but faster. Taking a few minutes rather than a few hours.
3. Mix and containment: The last step (for now). After making the tea all I'd have to do is mix the other ingredients into water containers I bought with it.
4. Sort, Store and Drink: After it's done I separate the formula based on my wants and needs at the time. Such as putting what I want to drink in a container that I can refrigerate or using the formula to further my experiments in other ways.

And that's basically it. But that's only on improving the prep work. I decided that there should be a little variety in the potions. One that appeals to what makes the first so good, from it's quality ingredients to the fact that somehow I managed to make it look like the stuff you expect Link to drink when he's out of Magic:

So basically my next CIEIR Potions you'll see from here on, will one way or another look like the one you seen before, but different colour, different combinations, different effects depending on the combination.

And since the most Common Zelda Potions are Green, Red and Blue, I figured I start that way. Red being the next.

But I can't say too much yet, you'll just have to wait and see.

Until then, take care, stay safe and stay tuned for more.

First to my fellow Canadians I wish you all a Happy Canada Day. I would have done something special here, but my schedule didn't allow it.

Second of all in the past couple of days I've started to realize a few things.

1. Part of one of life's major obstacles is one's struggle to maintain their identity while also finding their place in the world. Everyone comes from all walks of life, be it race, spiritual beliefs, even something as simple in one's identity as their gender, sexual orientation and political views, are all a part of one's identity. However, while they do shape up who we are as people on the surface. There is more to it than just the labels. Case in point there are Good Christians and Bad Christians, but some people outside of Christianity be it another religion or an equally extremist Atheist view, cannot tell the difference due to their own experiences with said religion as even the Good Christians carry on traits that are Red Flags on what it means to be a Bad Christian. Me, I'm religiously diverse based on the fact that not all Christians alone are the same. Some just go by the positive messages based on how they interpret them. Others take the message the wrong way, when in actuality, they're using it as an excuse to indulge on impulses so bad that if there is a Hell, no matter how much they pray otherwise, they're going there. Same can be said about others in all forms of life, there are those who try to provide a positive example of what it takes to be a different race, a different sex, a different religion and so on. However there is always those of those example, that believe in such backwards puritan bullshit, that they think it's a viable excuse to be as prejudice as they view the world to be. That applies to all of you by the way. No Race, Sex, Religion, Orientation, Gender Identity or even political view you have, gets a free pass from me. Not even White people, not even men, not even straights. I judge by the character underneath and if you don't show good character to me, then you're not worth my time and energy. Period. Having said that, we have the right to identify ourselves however we want, but if we don't find a place to fit in this ever changing world, there is no point in holding on to identities that either no longer matter or were never you in the first place. Find out who you are first, then find out where you place in the world. Everything else, good and bad will make sure afterwards.
2. Sometimes when people have more than one problem in their life, it's not as simple as you view them. Let's do a hypothetical scenario. Let's say you met someone going crazy after smoking crack. Now on the surface you would think that the crack is what's doing it and to some extent it is, but if you don't look further into it and it turns out to be more than that, then it's a lot more complex than you think. For example let's say not to long after you met said crack smoker you met another person going crazy, after meeting the smoker, even if the person isn't lighting up, you automatically assume said person is another fucking crackhead. Only to find out that that person actually suffered a severe mental disorder and had trouble expressing themselves socially. And while you correct yourself, you'll always have that odd thought such as "If that person is not smoking crack, I'd hate to know what's really wrong with them." Addiction and Mental Health struggles are the number one priorities all over the world. But when someone has both along with other problems like say, witnessing trauma, getting brain damage or abused in general, that person becomes a ticking time bomb that even the most expert of therapists would be afraid to diffuse. However, if you know the person behind the drugs and the problems, well enough that you can at least help them to some extent and their character proves worthy of the help, then they are worth every bit of effort you can muster to help them. Myself, whenever I spoke to addicts in the past, by coincidence has had at least one disorder or two. It made me realize that these specific addicts have problems that stem deeper than mere substance abuse and while I do strongly suggest a rehab and a mental health therapy session, I often feel if it's a problem I can solve based on my study and experience on the matter, I could help them succeed where others failed in that respect. Only problem was, that it took a lot of time, effort and money just to figure out what the problems were at first, before I could figure out how to help them. That said, based on the results I seen, it was worth it.
3. This is a bit out there, but I think I may have decoded God's Plan.

Ok, I mostly did it out of curiosity and kicks, but like many others whom been around Christians, I had my fair share of memorable bible verses. Just out of Random I did the following verses:

1. John 3:16 "For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life."
2. Jerimiah 29:11 " 'For I know the plans I have for you.' declares the Lord. "Plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."
3. Proverbs 3:5 "Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding."

Now these alone are easy to understand. At least in my interpretation it means:

1. As long as you believe that what is sacrificed was not in vein, you can go on forever.
2. Sometimes even the people you love will go behind your back, but it's not as harmful as you assume.
3. If you have your faith in something other than yourself, then all will be right.

However, due to my recent obsession with Angel Numbers, I decided to go further beyond the surface of these. I found that if you take the Colon Sign out of the middle of those numbers you have the following Numbers:

1. 316
2. 2911
3. 35

Which after looking up Angel Numbers at Astrology.com, mean the following things:

1. "Angel number 316 comes as a reminder that you are a spiritual being, and your thoughts and actions hold the power to shape your reality. You have a divine purpose that you must work towards fulfilling, and this number is an indication that you are headed in the right direction."
2. "Angel number 2911 has a strong spiritual meaning. It suggests that you should seek spiritual enlightenment, connect with your angels and the universe, and tap into your spiritual potential to fulfill your life purpose and mission. This number urges you to lead a life of service, help others in their spiritual journey, and have faith in the divine plan of the universe for your life."
3. "The spirituality meaning of angel number 35 is that you may be going through a transformational period in your spiritual journey. You may be discovering a new path or shifting your beliefs. Trust that this change is necessary for your spiritual growth and that it’s leading you closer to your purpose."

These numbers by themselves have meanings both by themselves and to an extent expand on those verse quotes. However, don't think this means you have to drop your text and say you're a Christian. I sure as Hell am not going to that extreme lol. However, if something as simple and well known to religion as the Bible contains messages hidden within the books, through the verses and even the numbers, then the same could be said of all religious text.

Case in point the other Abrahamic Religions: Islam and Judaism.

1. The Quran has 114 chapters and over 6236 verses.
2. The Torah has 5 books and a total of 50 Chapters in the first book alone (Genesis) and over 5845 verses.

And that's just the three majors, I'm sure older and newer religions have their own share of text with numbers.

Point being is that these books can be interpreted in many ways based on the beliefs and views of the people reading them. In my case I figured there was more to the bible than mere quotes and God talk, due to my love of religious based mysteries like the Da Vinci Code and Indiana Jones. That maybe the reason why people had trouble figuring out the meanings of the books, whether they believe it or not, were because they didn't look hard enough. Or as a famous serial killer Cannibal once said, they looked, but didn't see. Me I overthink and look too hard into things, but once and a while the looking pays off as it allows me to understand and expand on the meanings of these words and numbers that allows me in my POV to get a three dimensional perspective on what the verses mean and how the numbers factor into it.

Case in point, I theorize the Angel Numbers in this case the chapter and verse numbers in the bible are the Angel's contribution to the story through a language most can, but often have trouble understanding: Numbers.

So using those examples here's how it would go in the literal.

1. "Angel number 316 comes as a reminder that you are a spiritual being, and your thoughts and actions hold the power to shape your reality. You have a divine purpose that you must work towards fulfilling, and this number is an indication that you are headed in the right direction. For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life."
2. "Angel number 2911 has a strong spiritual meaning. It suggests that you should seek spiritual enlightenment, connect with your angels and the universe, and tap into your spiritual potential to fulfill your life purpose and mission. This number urges you to lead a life of service, help others in their spiritual journey, and have faith in the divine plan of the universe for your life. For I know the plans I have for you.' declares the Lord. 'Plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."
3. "The spirituality meaning of angel number 35 is that you may be going through a transformational period in your spiritual journey. You may be discovering a new path or shifting your beliefs. Trust that this change is necessary for your spiritual growth and that it’s leading you closer to your purpose. Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding."

Sensical but too rough for people to understand off the bat. But if I were to try to make the meanings more organic by my interpretations they're as followed:

1. You're spiritual, you have a divine purpose and you're going the right direction. Jesus didn't die for nothing regarding you.
2. Pray for guidance, give what you can't handle to the universe or whatever God you worship, for no matter how much it may seem, they have your best interest at heart. But the rest is up to you and what you can do.
3. You're going through a lot of changes in your life. Some painful, some scary, some so confusing they may make you question your faith, but if you trust in your higher power with all your heart, you will go through these changes and be better rather than worse.

But that's just me, you can interpret that any way you wish. But if the others are like what I shown here, I may have found a new way for people to look at the religions of old. Provided I'm the first to figure this out. For all I know others have figured it out that way or another and couldn't say anything, because they'd be dismissed as crazy.

With that said, though, it helped me map out more in my life and where I fit in the world. I was meant to discover things like this among most other great things I didn't hope to accomplish.

Take care, stay safe and stay tuned for more.

While I did this mostly as a joke I decided to do a binary for real regarding a few things I realized in life. The way I see it, if A.I. can learn the values of human lives through the POV of each individual human's life philosophies, maybe we can too.

Inspired by many things including but not limited to Bender's Big Score:

I am gonna send a message to the future. How you pass this message on is up to you. How you interpret what it says, is also up to you. But keep it preserved for all to read and all to program here we go:

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If no one h as the tech now to make this into a reality, wait a few years but keep it preserved. Think of it as a time capsule that may change time.

Until then, take care, stay safe and stay tuned for more.

Also I posted it on this site: https://www.thetimecapsule.org/ I figure if I was gonna guide future generations I'd use some kind of Time Capsule. Here's mine tested out with that code. As well as the CIEIR Potion. If you guys have anything that you wish

Just a little fun with the Binary Code translator:

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Like everything else in my life, I try to go by among most things the numbers. Be it math to sort out my monthly budget, looking for angel numbers wherever I go or in this case sum up how much I managed to solve in life in the 33 years I lived on this earth. In this case, I managed to not only complete 50% of my entire life's goals save for a select few that have yet to be achieved, but if I manage to survive the last week of this month, I'll be able to be in a better position to not only achieve the rest, but also should I fail to do it myself, it will some how in some way come to me one way or another. Now this took me years to figure out and I've logged things every step of the way, but at the same time, once I was able to figure out enough, I was able to survive better.

Unfortunately that only covers 50%, survival should have been top priority for any walk of life, whether you're rich or poor. Without food, shelter, basic hygiene and whatever vices people need at the time from something as harmless like spending a few hours playing video games, to something more risky like the amount of legal and illegal drugs that are out there in the world that on those rare occasions helped you survive through life. Once you're able to sort out one way or another then the only thing you have left are how to coincide it with your goals. In my case, I literally spent an entire year, waiting on certain times and dates for certain things to happen to me that should happen like clockwork and once I was able to do that, I was able to balance it out with my other goals in life. From trying to get better in the business, to finding ways of making my health drink faster to even something as simple as paying back those I owed for keeping me alive long enough to be in a position to think and plan what I have planned, not just myself but others in my life. At this point I'm gonna be honest with you. I am at a part of my life where food and money is scarce and in order to survive the next part, I have to at least be able to live long enough for me to reach the last week I need to get the ball rolling on a lot of things in my life. Having said that, should I not survive this last week and trust me you'll know if I did or not, here are some tips I learned so far.

1. Don't overwork yourself when helping others. Do what you can, with what you have and if you feel you done too much, let sleeping dogs lie. One of the quirks in life is to treat every aspect of it, like a seed you plant. Some seeds take work to grow, others take the right environment and sometimes if one works them too much, at best they become weeds and at worse they become nothing. Treat life like how you would your plants.
2. If there is any sort of drama, politics or other kind of bullshit, that is not worth your time or energy. Just ignore it. Sometimes people feel they need to get involved in certain aspects of the world because they believe they have something to add to the table. I myself am no exception. I used to get heavily involved whenever the world did something stupid or inhumane such as war and the unleashing of Covid. And while I can base some knowledge of both based on either experience or having relatives that been through similar shit, I don't have all the answers to the world's problems. Part of the struggle is learning how to help yourself while at the same time see where you fit in the world. If there's certain things that piss you off because you can't do a thing about it or if others in your circle won't do a thing about it whether they can or not, then it's not worth the extra stress. Turn the news off unless you want to know local or national. That's all you should care about in the first place before you care about international.
3. Above all else, make every day special and make the special days in your life even more special. Most people have their biggest stress based on the fact that whether you work or go to school or like myself, just coasting through life, we all feel like every day should be special, but we often expect others to do it for us. Be it our friends, family, strangers, politicians or whatever God we worship if we worship anything in the first place. And while I witnessed people do some amazing borderline impossible things over the years, they are not 100% perfect. Even those you put on a pedestal are just as human as the rest of us and are vulnerable to the same shit we are. We can't go on just faith alone, we have to take accountability of what we are capable of to make this day special. Once you figured that out, it's a breeze.

But that will only get you to 50%. However save for boredom, dilemmas and impatience, it just means that you are halfway to realizing your own life goals both old and new. It's that second half that is always a mystery. Not so much what you want, but how you get it, if you get it. It could be from old fashioned hard work or simply because you lived long enough to realize how by learning from past mistakes, seeing what was the same present and what's different and leaving the future unknown, but ideal enough that yours can be a good one.

Think about that, whenever you feel down on your life. Other than that, take care stay safe and stay tuned for more.

First of all to any TLDR's even among my own fans I only have one thing to say. Read the whole thing or don't read it at all. This is an important one and I don't want anyone to miss it.

When I was first on Newgrounds, I was at an age where I wasn't allowed to go on that site. So needless to say I saw how it evolved over the years. It's one of the reasons why I had no problem swearing at other users no matter their age, because if I saw this at my age I would be acting the same way then now. I was basically acting like how I would act if I had an account on there. It was why I was shocked that kids were getting exposed to that shit, because while my kid mind would have enjoyed it, my adult mind would have been disgusted with it. I'm sure I'm not the only one that has that kind of dilemma, considering the drama that goes on in this place.

We started off acting like we were more adult around each other, but as the drama went on, we all regressed to the level of toddlers. Whether we were old men or young boys or old women or young girls or that technicolor rainbow in between, we would have acted exactly as we've acted or are acting now.

It made me realize the whole time that I did belong here at this site. I enjoyed it for the old stuff, I added it while trying my life anew and it helped when it mattered as some liked my works and some didn't. The only thing left was trying to make money off it so I could build better accommodations. It's one of my gifts, I know what I can do with money in a way that will help me profit more, but share with others. That was my main goal in life. Finding a way to succeed, but not leave anyone behind. Encourage them if I could, support them if I could, but leave the rest up to faith. However like everyone else I was vulnerable to the same bullshit everyone always argues about. Religion, Politics, Aggressive Nostalgia, Controversy. I've argued it and I've got caught up in it one way or another. And as a result I thought my life was getting worse.

But then a funny thing happened to me. First things started coming back to me, to the point where random strangers on top of the people in my circle have in small doses supported me in many ways. Be it finances, food to eat and even something as small and simple as asking for a cigarette. Then after trying to help them out in return, I gained more friends and foes. The friends I gained, I judge by character, but if they somehow have something I want, I try not to hesitate to ask for it as worst I would get is a "No." The enemies I gained saw my kindness as a weakness, pretended to be my friends and family and when I fought back, they bombard me with enough guilt trips to give multiple complexes. If I find out something to make me respect them more, I respect them more, if something disgusts me I will let them know and even fight them if I have to because it's a better alternative than risking jail time murdering people like Rapists, Pedophiles, Abusive Parents, Internet Nazis, Slacktivists, Stereotypes and above all else, just the plain old assholes that harm people for kicks. Had I not met any of those groups, I probably would have become them if the offer was tempting to get me out of my rotten life at the time. That's how bad it would have been if not for the fact that based on my morality and the morality of my friends and family, we hate these fuckers. We may carry traits that come across as red flags, but we are sure as Hell are not into that shit. So sometimes hate does come in handy. It's what you Hate that is important. And sometimes that hatred can be brought out of love for what you love.

The easiest part was pointing what I thought was this or that out, but the hardest parts were proving it without having to go through the trouble of having to investigate it and even then find ways to do something about it without getting into too much trouble. Then I found out that I was right all along in the beginning. That we ignore them. We don't ignore what they've done, we ignore them. Declare them persona non grata in our lives, don't even speak or think about them, seek therapy if the think part is hard and put them behind us. Move on with our lives, find better things to do that you love and if you want to do them alone or with people, do the things you love alone and do things with people you'll know you both love.

As a result of the flags and the past experience, I was able to point them out more often. That was my evidence, knowing that they did in fact do things, but it's not infallible. There's always room for error or the whole thing could be just one giant misunderstanding for all I know. Maybe, maybe not. But at the same time, if I find further proof I let people know right away. That's all I can do to help on that front.

All those stories I wrote about S.T. Musician were fantasies of what I wanted to do to every evil person I have come across over the year, but the thing that was holding me back was that was a story, this is the real world where real life consequences happen. It's why I made him pacifistic, because while I was changing, I thought maybe he should too.

The music I write is often based on either my mood or my love of what came before. It's why it's so repetitive, because I used the same techniques musicians used in the past, but my own spin on it.

The art I do, was based on expression and manifestation. My point of view on the world. But at the same time I try to make art people could understand and maybe agree on it.

And all it amounts to in the end, regardless if I get rich or poor is that I wanted to in my own way, show the world whom I really am. Both on sites like this and real life.

And to be honest, that's how everyone is in their own way. We just got to find a way to co-exist even if it takes an eternity. So there's one bit of advice I'll give you all.

Ignore the bullshit, have a good time and hope to god you make it to your next birthday.

Other than that, take care, stay safe and stay tuned for more.