First of all I assure you I'm ok. Had a rough month, but not as rough as things usually would go. If anything I've started to improve and unplugging for a while has been a big help.

Second I'd like to give a big Shout Out to @Mugsyman303 for requesting me to do music for his upcoming game. It will be a while before I come up with something that I hope can bring your vision to life, but I will not waste this opportunity. Once I saw what you were advertising though it made a lot of sense what you were looking for, so I'll do my best.

Third, regarding the title of this article. Over the years parents have often told their kids one way or another that they were special. In my adult life I thought it was just nothing but positive affirmation based bullshit. However, over the years I've often heard others say similar phrases including but not limited to Fred Rogers:

I often wondered that even if it is bullshit, why parents would truly say it other than simple words of encouragement. Even my family fought tooth and nail to keep my head above water. It wasn't easy for me and I never made it easy for them and while it took literally almost a lifetime to figure it out as I grow up, because I never stopped asking "Why?"

However think on this for a second. Why do parents try to encourage you even to the point where they have to downplay themselves to do it? Because much like us, they been through similar shit time gaps aside and they want us to lead a better example than they could ever. They try to teach us their way of it, but if we can do fine more on our own, they can only do what they can to support you even if it simply involves the occasional dinner. Same with friends and relatives. They sometimes act like our best friends one minute and stern parents the next much to our annoyances. But as long as their hearts are in the right place, then simply listening to them is the way to go if you're stuck on something. I myself often had trouble asking for help because I wanted people to help me in a way that didn't hinder their lives.

It's why my music is so cheap on bandcamp, I wasn't gonna ask what people couldn't afford to lose. But alas, everyone is either broke or too selfish or just plain uninterested to do anything depending on the person. However that doesn't make me give up. If anything it makes me appreciate what I have and while I may not reach the highest level or gain more than 220 fans, I do appreciate what I got and I want to try my hardest to give back one way or another.

But I ramble on. Point being is that us kids from our childhoods to our adulthoods, one way or another are our parents secret weapons. The only thing is and even I was no exception, not a lot of us know it, until we see the signs. In my case, in my personal life I realized how small my own world was as no matter where I went I somehow managed to meet people related to my life one way or another or at the very least knew a mutual friend or a relative back in the day.

But you're probably wondering how is that possible. Simple, we are us and they are them. We struggle and go through life to find our own purpose as well as help those in our respective circles, we be ourselves no matter what and as a result we have the power to shape the world as we see fit. To all the kids out on this site still growing up, those that have at the very least a stable enough family life. Case in point, much like a certain protagonist in two famous South Park Videogames, I have the uncanny ability to somehow make friends with everyone. Even if it's people I despise I somehow manage to find some common ground with them. If their negatives outweighed their positives, I'd write them out, violently if it came down to it. If their positives outweighed their negatives, they were worth sticking to. Anyone else with that ability could easily raise an army if they were so inclined, but I used it mostly because I wanted to see if the Good in humanity existed even in a fucked up world like this. However, once I realized that potential, life was a lot easy for me. For you guys it's simple, find what you're good at, use it to both help yourself and help others and see where life goes from there. I'm still on my own journey, so I may learn more new things as I go on, but I never move forward without leaving breadcrumbs for those to follow. This is one of them.

That said, take care, stay safe and stay tuned for more.

After months of research and now eventual execution, I am proud to announce that I not only made one, but two variations of my CIEIR Potion.

I come to realize that, basically my calling in life is to be some kind of potions master, because this is twice I managed to make a formula that I loved the result:

Of course I started with Distilled Water to make it more potent.

Then after working on the classic green:

I went to town on the next one:

Now the main ingredients for what I believe is gonna be my red drink are as followed as well as their traits:

1. Hibiscus Tea: Among most things it lowers LDL Cholesterol and is an Antibacterial properties so powerful it can inhibit E. Coli.
2. Fenugreek Seed Tea: Antiviral, hormonal balance and the relief of some period symptoms such as cramps.
3. orange ginger rooibus: For stomach problems and inflammation. I figured if I could try to find a way to at least relieve the pain of physical ailments and even injuries, it could speed up healing.

And to my astonishment, it turned out more red than I thought it would be. Of course they weren't the only ingredients:

I figured Aloe Vera worked well with my green formula I would be able to use it for my red.

And of course there was the gatorade mix:

At the time I was looking for the same Canister they had for blue, orange and Yellow, but I couldn't find it, so I settled for G Zero.

And as a result Voila:

Two health potions to add to my arsenal. And to be more on the nose regarding my love of Zelda I even put some in small bottles:

So ya, thanks to my research it's safe to say there is a way to make magic fucking potions. And if it becomes promising I'm making a blue one next. This is what I'm selling at CIEIR. The chance to bring something that is usually considered unreal, to be real. The music, the other things in my internet life, while good things, have lead me to this moment and I thank you for witnessing it every step of the way.

After I took these photos I sampled the green, red and both. They taste great and as I type this, they're working on my body in ways even I can't imagine. If this is leading me to where I think it's gonna lead me, then you can expect better miracles.

Until then, take care, stay safe and stay tuned for more.

Update August 7 12:55 AM, while I have no major illnesses to speak of I can say that the new formula not only works well by itself, but with my classic Green. I have a long way to go before I improve on my work, but when I get there, I'm sure it will blow many minds.

Over the years, I've always started to see things out of the ordinary one way or another through my own perspective of reality. For context I have a strange line between both fantasy and reality as well as religion and logic. In layman's terms, it means I believe in things most people don't and that shapes my view of what I believe to be reality. Now I know for the most part that what I see and what I hear that shapes my view of reality isn't often always what it truly is. Based on one's beliefs, political opinions or outright experiences in life not many others have, they see the story of life in general differently than most people. Some people view others as the good guy bad guy dynamic, but others try to peel the layers of said "Good Guy" and "Bad Guy" to see if there is more to it, than the standard labels.

Having said that, here's the mind fuck. Whether we think we're all right or all wrong, we are right. Doesn't make sense? Well here's the detail. I'll keep it short.

Let's just say you have a person, who is devoutly Christian, yet through faith alone or their own accountability or both, a lot of things seem to come to them. Other Christians would declare it's an act of God but those outside would either base it on their own beliefs or in the case of Atheists that the person is just so lucky, they may as well have a horseshoe up their ass. Either way somehow this person got exactly what they wanted, desired or needed. We may know some extent, but unless we watch said person 24/7, we could never know 100% what this person did to gain it. We have that same power.

What we believe in regardless if it clashes with other's believe in, shape our perspective and in turn, reality as a whole. It all depends on how much we believe in ourselves and how much we believe in those we care to believe in. Be it religion or downright faith in your fellow human being. Either way, that faith, topped with a positive mindset, eliminates self doubt. Which in turn allows us to shape our own realities as we see fit.

Long story short, we have Gods to worship, but at the same time, we are our own Gods. Stop limiting yourself, remember every skill you had since childhood and try to compromise if necessary. Just because someone's of a different religion or politics or God forbid, race, sex and orientation, doesn't mean their opinion or beliefs are worthless. If certain things don't resonate with you, ignore it. If it's something you can find common ground on, go for it. Worst you get is not being 100% on the same page as the other person. If something resonates with you from an unlikely source, see how it reflects on you.

Other than that. Take care, stay safe and stay tuned for more. Much love.

As someone well into astrology, I often try to look into how deep it goes based on further understanding of it all. How the stars, planets, moons and what not affect the signs and stuff like that. It's one of the few times my tendency to overthink things comes in handy because I found a lot of shit that not only resonated with my life, but the life of those around me.

For context, while I won't name names, I'm an Aries born under a Capricorn and a Virgo parent. So needless to say I had to struggle to figure out where I not only fit in with myself, but with them and others like them should the signs be that compatible one way or another.

I've mentioned Astrology.com. Regarding how I interpret my and other people's horoscopes. However I never looked deeper than my favourite astrologer Rene Watt. I first caught onto her horoscopes on Shondaland, but then went to Astrology.com, to read further things. It took me down a rabbit hole that ended here:

Aries

Taurus

Gemini

Cancer

Leo

Virgo

Libra

Scorpio

Sagittarius

Capricorn

Aquarius

Pisces

Each of these linked texts, gives an in depth look on everything related to the Western Zodiac. The birthdates, elements, planets, body parts, colors, even down to the mantra. Case in point me:

Aries, The Ram, Ruling Planet Mars, Mode Cardinal, Element Fire, Colours Red and Mustard, House First, Mantra "I AM" and My Card in Tarot is The Emperor.

My mother:

Virgo, The Virgin, Ruling Planet Mercury, Mode Mutable, Element Earth, Colours Tan and Warm Yellow, House Sixth, Mantra "I ANALYZE" Tarot Card The Hermit.

My father:

Capricorn, The Goat, Ruling Planet Saturn, House Tenth, Mode Cardinal, Element Earth, Colours Brown and Khaki, Mantra "I USE", Tarot Card, The Devil....ya about that. I'll get to that later.

But reading into those articles further helped me not only better understand myself and my parents more, but also allowed me to understand what we have in common in personality, life goals and other situations most people often differ on. But the thing that freaked me out the most about it, was by all intents and purpose, I was an accident. Those people couldn't be more opposite of each other and yet somehow they managed to click long enough to create me. Then I remembered that old saying "Opposites attract." Which has become a walking contradiction regarding love, because while we seem opposite of one and other regarding ourselves and respective partners. However if we stick with each other long enough, we find that we have more in common than we realize. Some intriguing, some joyful, but above all else terrifying.

Believe you me when I read this stuff, it scared the crap out of me knowing what I know about certain people in my own life.

That being said, it offered me much needed relief because while I often struggled to fit in everywhere I go, I have often found myself in one way or another unable to fit in. I either don't give too much of myself for people to be suspicious of my motives, but when I do share myself even a little, to help explain my perspective on life, I run afoul of those whom either think I said too much or double down on the shit they think I am. But at this point in my life I realized what's worth talking about and what's not worth talking about with this site being no exception and now that I gotten that figured out with the signs literally telling me what is going on, rather than vague hints or cryptic bullshit, I was able to breeze through my life better that even save for a few lapses, life has gotten a lot better for me and may continue to get better if I survive it long enough until Christmas at least.

With that said, look into this, I'm sure it may be a real eye-opener even for those merely curious about how Horoscopes work.

Take care, stay safe and stay tuned for more.

Follow up to this:

It's mostly belief and disbelief based on us.

I was thinking it over and there are explanations that are routed in both logic and the unknown, regarding a certain subject that puzzled me over the years I can remember in my life.

For Context, whenever I left a door, whether it was the door to my apartment or someone else's home, it often felt like I stepped out from one world into another. Then it made me realize, depending on where we are at a certain time and place, we lived in multiple worlds at the same time.

Case in point, whenever we step outside and see other people, be it friend or foe alike, we step outside and enter what is known as the Real World. Where people of various walks of life interact with each other one way or another. Some finding common ground, yet suspecting further motives. I was no exception. Even among my friends and family. as well as friendly strangers I meet in person or online, I always sensed an ulterior motive among most. Some mundane like the simple things in life. Food, Money, Shelter, a way to improve one's personal and professional life. Others I could only equate to cockroaches and bed bugs. Parasitic creatures that take on human form, that are all take and no give. I can either squash them, spray them or ignore them. I help those worthy of my help and even on a site like this, even my most worst of outbursts have an additional meaning to test to see how people react to my best and worst. So far, a lot of you passed with flying colours. You listened to my opinion, took what you didn't believe with a grain of salt and operated on the common ground you found in me and for that I respect and love you all for it.

That being said, there were failures. Those that seemed affable, but had something I didn't like. Others that I didn't expect to hate. As well as many.....MANY misunderstandings one way or another that I stumbled upon. However rather than give up entirely in which I came very very close to doing, I moved on to see if I had to be older and more importantly smarter enough to keep going and come up with new ideas that would at best help me succeed or at worst, help me live at least more comfortably. For context, on top of my usual income sources I would need an additional $2000 CAD a year just to help myself, help others, but still live more comfortably to be in a better position to think, plan and execute the ideas that hit or miss. But that's basically a glimpse of my own personal world spilling onto the real world.

Which leads me to the next world. Peer Private World. Among our peers, we have common ground on various subjects, but outside that we don't know what to make of them, yet value their presence, input and opinion long enough for us to value them as an important person in our lives.

Then there's the true private world. Where you're all alone with nothing but your thoughts, prayers, deep dark secrets and wishes since childhood that you didn't think came true. If you're a logical person, it's your inner thinker and rational mind persuading you one way or another. If you're spiritual some kind of benevolent or malevolent being or multiple beings may be guiding you. But in the end it's how you interpret the good and the bad of the things you experience.

To me, whenever I wake up, I'm in private world. If I have guests at my home or God forbid hang out with my friends, family and others, that's my Peer Private World, because I would trust them enough to let them in my world, whether they believe in some aspects or not. But not enough to scare them away or call the Men in White.

But what makes things interesting is if I meet people with certain common ground with a common goal in mind, somehow be it though accountability, faith or sheer dumb luck, we are able to accomplish ways of improving our own lives and each others.

So to me that simply means that the way our worlds and the worlds outside us can survive is if we put aside our petty differences and work together.

Other than that, take care, stay safe and stay tuned for more.

Follow up to: It's not the belief, it's the people. Let me explain.

As I grew up I was in a religiously diverse family to the point where it was dumbed down, to whether or not we believe in one or more deities and the folklore and myths that follow. Some of us grew up in the Abrahamic Religions, Christianity, Judaism and Islam, to name a few. Others had alternative spiritual beliefs based on their respective religion and the folklore that followed. A belief I respect with all my heart. However, I woke up and realized that whether we believe in something or disbelieve in something, we are right. Whether we go full religion or full science, what we believe affects our perspective of reality and what we disbelief will not hurt you, depending on how strong we are in what we believe in ourselves. We strive to be better than what came before, recognized the flaws in their and our lives and reacted accordingly. Don't stop there. If say you don't believe there is a hell, but a paradise divided by the severity of sin, there's a good chance you'll go there. If there's a disbelief in any God and you'll believe you'll rot into the ground, you will. If you believe you'll be king of your own paradise while others are rotting in one way or another, you're right, but if they find a way to profit off their shit, it makes you feel more wrong, even if it's not the case. It's these petty thoughts that are the foundation of every drama fest that has happened for as long as humankind has been around. For one reason or another we find excuses to divide each other, knowing full well, that uniting one way or another would be the better chance at world survival. For those whom take this by heart and learn even in your own way, I applaud you. For those who don't you have my pity.

Until then, take care stay safe and stay tuned for more.

Over the years, I met people from many walks of life. Whether they were a different race, religion, sex, orientation or whatever their core beliefs were one way or another on their view on how the world works. Part of what made it hard for us all to communicate with each other, was because due to bad experience in relation to all those in the past. Some offensive, some as products of fear, paranoia and the need to cause drama.

To shorten it, your race, beliefs, orientation, cisgender, transgender, the line between fiction and reality and how one view as how the world works does not matter to me unless:

1. They happen to coincide with my beliefs.
2. Don't go against my own view of morality.
3. Most importantly use it as an excuse to hurt others. Whether you're a victim or a villain a lot of us, have done this crap. Stop it.

Other than that, in terms of the world, we're cool. Believe what you want to believe, if you like me, more power to you, if you don't go fuck yourself. If you're of some help, I am all ears, if you're of no hopes, go fuck yourself. If you take the time to get to know me, I'll gauge your opinion from that, but otherwise if you like me, more power, if not, go fuck yourself.

Because while experience with others on certain demographics may have fueled my dislike, it's not me. I'm not racist, I'm not sexist, I'm not homophobic or transphobic. I'm me and you're you and if you can't comprehend that, then you don't deserve to live the life you drain from others to survive. So go fuck yourself.

Other than that, take care, stay safe and stay tuned for more.

Ok first of all, I had to confess, I had a weekly dry spell regarding my meds. I ran out last week and I just got back on them three days ago. However because of that dry spell I was able to learn a lot more about myself. I was able to last a week without even remotely getting into drama online or offline. Others shouted at me, but I was able to ignore them easily as long as I was among trusted friends, family and loved ones in general. So it made life much easier for me on and off, but that said, now that I'm back on them, I'm able to enjoy the finer things in life, be more honest about my wants and needs and as a result I was able to find the secret to eternal life and death.

To sum it up, it's based on the following principle. Life depends on how much you care to keep it living one way or another. Those who care less, kill more.

For example. Say you met someone, whom for all intents and purposes should not click with you, based on your own POV on how people act. But then you find out, that this person has a similar mutual love of the things you have. Depending on your level of care you'd do the following things:

1. If you trust the person well enough to take care of themselves, then you don't have to interfere with their life. Simply be there for them when they need it.
2. If you feel they need help that only you know how to provide, at best give advice based on your perspective and at worst, if they're a lost cause, ignore them and help someone else out.
3. Above all else, base them on how you view they need your help. Most of the times what you offer won't click with them or worse, what you have in common with them, could never be understood enough by your circle or theirs that they'd mistake a simple act of help as an attack. So helping them must be taken in baby steps.

Point being that if you care enough about someone to do that for them, then they are worth helping every step of the way. I'm sure you all have skills you didn't think were useful to you, but may be useful to them. Or even something simple as giving someone a recipe that could appeal to their survival, frugal or overall taste, could keep someone alive for eternity if need be.

That's a lesson I should have learned a very long time ago. I would not only be better off, but I'd also be in a position much faster to help out those whom helped me in return. And that includes you guys, much of why I didn't give anything back yet in a way that it was meaningful, was because at this point, you've helped me out in so many ways I don't know how to repay you. That and after doing a thorough study of my budget, I found that if I ever wanted to live more comfortably while still being in a position to give back, on top of my usual income, I would have to make at the very minimum $2000 a year. It's one of the reasons why I sell my music so cheap. Not to make a shit load off of one or two fans, but so, thousands of them at least would get me to that a little faster. My priorities are divided between this life and my home life and while life-wise I am able to figure out more to improve it, I know I can't do this alone. It's why artists do what they do for cash, to expand on what they can do. All I wanted was the same chance and it wouldn't have cost you much to do it.

That aside, I know I can survive off what I got, but there comes a time when a person wants more and this truly isn't the avenue, then I can always find other ways at this point, but I love to entertain people. Which makes it hard t quit. But at the same time, it's not easy to stay even in short times.

However, that doesn't mean I took you fans for granted, you were the heart and soul of this account. Your input helped me improve, your love of my music made me want to produce more and to top it off, I appreciated at least some people liked my ideas and listened to my viewpoint no matter how crazy I may have sounded to all of them. The only thing I asked was just more than critical success. A chance to show the world I can improve based on what it likes about me.

Until then, take care, stay safe and stay tuned for more.

Unlike the last articles on this subject I won't link the previous article as this is a mere preview. After doing what I could with the CIEIR Potion I decided to expand on it and make other potions for various things. But first, let me introduce you the the brand new addition of my equipment:

Meet the Starfrit Iced Tea Iced Coffee maker. A hot brewer that can make iced tea and iced coffee with whatever ingredients you wish to put in. This little device has been a big help for me, both for my CIEIR Potion needs and my Coffee and Tea needs in general. But most importantly it gave me an idea.

For context, I am a big fan of the movie The Founder:

For among most reasons, I knew McDonald's had an air of corruption, but the guy that swiped it had a way with words and a point on how a company gets built. However the main reason I loved this movie, was I got to see how the McDonald's patented Speedee System works.

For those whom never seen the movie or are more focused on eating a big mac than seeing how it's made I'll summarize.

The McDonald Brothers came up with a concept that was originally meant to improve the Drive-In concession stand business. Having all your foods and snacks made in 30 seconds rather than 30 minutes. The system was simple, an assembly line style kitchen where each worker had their own station from the grill work to packaging and sending to customers. So by the time the first customer in line gets their first burger, the others behind them already have their burgers being prepped ahead of time.

Using this concept, I created a miniature one-man speedy system. Which while not as fast as McDonald's made the concept of making my Potions, a lot more faster. The concept goes like so.

1. The Water distiller. Three hours to yield 4L of nice clean water. This can go either way. I can either make the potion fresh off the distiller or I can store water for later usage and prep work. So the only use for it, would be to just make more distilled water.
2. The Coffee and Tea Maker: The teas I put in for the Health Drink are steeped stronger, but faster. Taking a few minutes rather than a few hours.
3. Mix and containment: The last step (for now). After making the tea all I'd have to do is mix the other ingredients into water containers I bought with it.
4. Sort, Store and Drink: After it's done I separate the formula based on my wants and needs at the time. Such as putting what I want to drink in a container that I can refrigerate or using the formula to further my experiments in other ways.

And that's basically it. But that's only on improving the prep work. I decided that there should be a little variety in the potions. One that appeals to what makes the first so good, from it's quality ingredients to the fact that somehow I managed to make it look like the stuff you expect Link to drink when he's out of Magic:

So basically my next CIEIR Potions you'll see from here on, will one way or another look like the one you seen before, but different colour, different combinations, different effects depending on the combination.

And since the most Common Zelda Potions are Green, Red and Blue, I figured I start that way. Red being the next.

But I can't say too much yet, you'll just have to wait and see.

Until then, take care, stay safe and stay tuned for more.

First to my fellow Canadians I wish you all a Happy Canada Day. I would have done something special here, but my schedule didn't allow it.

Second of all in the past couple of days I've started to realize a few things.

1. Part of one of life's major obstacles is one's struggle to maintain their identity while also finding their place in the world. Everyone comes from all walks of life, be it race, spiritual beliefs, even something as simple in one's identity as their gender, sexual orientation and political views, are all a part of one's identity. However, while they do shape up who we are as people on the surface. There is more to it than just the labels. Case in point there are Good Christians and Bad Christians, but some people outside of Christianity be it another religion or an equally extremist Atheist view, cannot tell the difference due to their own experiences with said religion as even the Good Christians carry on traits that are Red Flags on what it means to be a Bad Christian. Me, I'm religiously diverse based on the fact that not all Christians alone are the same. Some just go by the positive messages based on how they interpret them. Others take the message the wrong way, when in actuality, they're using it as an excuse to indulge on impulses so bad that if there is a Hell, no matter how much they pray otherwise, they're going there. Same can be said about others in all forms of life, there are those who try to provide a positive example of what it takes to be a different race, a different sex, a different religion and so on. However there is always those of those example, that believe in such backwards puritan bullshit, that they think it's a viable excuse to be as prejudice as they view the world to be. That applies to all of you by the way. No Race, Sex, Religion, Orientation, Gender Identity or even political view you have, gets a free pass from me. Not even White people, not even men, not even straights. I judge by the character underneath and if you don't show good character to me, then you're not worth my time and energy. Period. Having said that, we have the right to identify ourselves however we want, but if we don't find a place to fit in this ever changing world, there is no point in holding on to identities that either no longer matter or were never you in the first place. Find out who you are first, then find out where you place in the world. Everything else, good and bad will make sure afterwards.
2. Sometimes when people have more than one problem in their life, it's not as simple as you view them. Let's do a hypothetical scenario. Let's say you met someone going crazy after smoking crack. Now on the surface you would think that the crack is what's doing it and to some extent it is, but if you don't look further into it and it turns out to be more than that, then it's a lot more complex than you think. For example let's say not to long after you met said crack smoker you met another person going crazy, after meeting the smoker, even if the person isn't lighting up, you automatically assume said person is another fucking crackhead. Only to find out that that person actually suffered a severe mental disorder and had trouble expressing themselves socially. And while you correct yourself, you'll always have that odd thought such as "If that person is not smoking crack, I'd hate to know what's really wrong with them." Addiction and Mental Health struggles are the number one priorities all over the world. But when someone has both along with other problems like say, witnessing trauma, getting brain damage or abused in general, that person becomes a ticking time bomb that even the most expert of therapists would be afraid to diffuse. However, if you know the person behind the drugs and the problems, well enough that you can at least help them to some extent and their character proves worthy of the help, then they are worth every bit of effort you can muster to help them. Myself, whenever I spoke to addicts in the past, by coincidence has had at least one disorder or two. It made me realize that these specific addicts have problems that stem deeper than mere substance abuse and while I do strongly suggest a rehab and a mental health therapy session, I often feel if it's a problem I can solve based on my study and experience on the matter, I could help them succeed where others failed in that respect. Only problem was, that it took a lot of time, effort and money just to figure out what the problems were at first, before I could figure out how to help them. That said, based on the results I seen, it was worth it.
3. This is a bit out there, but I think I may have decoded God's Plan.

Ok, I mostly did it out of curiosity and kicks, but like many others whom been around Christians, I had my fair share of memorable bible verses. Just out of Random I did the following verses:

1. John 3:16 "For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life."
2. Jerimiah 29:11 " 'For I know the plans I have for you.' declares the Lord. "Plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."
3. Proverbs 3:5 "Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding."

Now these alone are easy to understand. At least in my interpretation it means:

1. As long as you believe that what is sacrificed was not in vein, you can go on forever.
2. Sometimes even the people you love will go behind your back, but it's not as harmful as you assume.
3. If you have your faith in something other than yourself, then all will be right.

However, due to my recent obsession with Angel Numbers, I decided to go further beyond the surface of these. I found that if you take the Colon Sign out of the middle of those numbers you have the following Numbers:

1. 316
2. 2911
3. 35

Which after looking up Angel Numbers at Astrology.com, mean the following things:

1. "Angel number 316 comes as a reminder that you are a spiritual being, and your thoughts and actions hold the power to shape your reality. You have a divine purpose that you must work towards fulfilling, and this number is an indication that you are headed in the right direction."
2. "Angel number 2911 has a strong spiritual meaning. It suggests that you should seek spiritual enlightenment, connect with your angels and the universe, and tap into your spiritual potential to fulfill your life purpose and mission. This number urges you to lead a life of service, help others in their spiritual journey, and have faith in the divine plan of the universe for your life."
3. "The spirituality meaning of angel number 35 is that you may be going through a transformational period in your spiritual journey. You may be discovering a new path or shifting your beliefs. Trust that this change is necessary for your spiritual growth and that it’s leading you closer to your purpose."

These numbers by themselves have meanings both by themselves and to an extent expand on those verse quotes. However, don't think this means you have to drop your text and say you're a Christian. I sure as Hell am not going to that extreme lol. However, if something as simple and well known to religion as the Bible contains messages hidden within the books, through the verses and even the numbers, then the same could be said of all religious text.

Case in point the other Abrahamic Religions: Islam and Judaism.

1. The Quran has 114 chapters and over 6236 verses.
2. The Torah has 5 books and a total of 50 Chapters in the first book alone (Genesis) and over 5845 verses.

And that's just the three majors, I'm sure older and newer religions have their own share of text with numbers.

Point being is that these books can be interpreted in many ways based on the beliefs and views of the people reading them. In my case I figured there was more to the bible than mere quotes and God talk, due to my love of religious based mysteries like the Da Vinci Code and Indiana Jones. That maybe the reason why people had trouble figuring out the meanings of the books, whether they believe it or not, were because they didn't look hard enough. Or as a famous serial killer Cannibal once said, they looked, but didn't see. Me I overthink and look too hard into things, but once and a while the looking pays off as it allows me to understand and expand on the meanings of these words and numbers that allows me in my POV to get a three dimensional perspective on what the verses mean and how the numbers factor into it.

Case in point, I theorize the Angel Numbers in this case the chapter and verse numbers in the bible are the Angel's contribution to the story through a language most can, but often have trouble understanding: Numbers.

So using those examples here's how it would go in the literal.

1. "Angel number 316 comes as a reminder that you are a spiritual being, and your thoughts and actions hold the power to shape your reality. You have a divine purpose that you must work towards fulfilling, and this number is an indication that you are headed in the right direction. For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life."
2. "Angel number 2911 has a strong spiritual meaning. It suggests that you should seek spiritual enlightenment, connect with your angels and the universe, and tap into your spiritual potential to fulfill your life purpose and mission. This number urges you to lead a life of service, help others in their spiritual journey, and have faith in the divine plan of the universe for your life. For I know the plans I have for you.' declares the Lord. 'Plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."
3. "The spirituality meaning of angel number 35 is that you may be going through a transformational period in your spiritual journey. You may be discovering a new path or shifting your beliefs. Trust that this change is necessary for your spiritual growth and that it’s leading you closer to your purpose. Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding."

Sensical but too rough for people to understand off the bat. But if I were to try to make the meanings more organic by my interpretations they're as followed:

1. You're spiritual, you have a divine purpose and you're going the right direction. Jesus didn't die for nothing regarding you.
2. Pray for guidance, give what you can't handle to the universe or whatever God you worship, for no matter how much it may seem, they have your best interest at heart. But the rest is up to you and what you can do.
3. You're going through a lot of changes in your life. Some painful, some scary, some so confusing they may make you question your faith, but if you trust in your higher power with all your heart, you will go through these changes and be better rather than worse.

But that's just me, you can interpret that any way you wish. But if the others are like what I shown here, I may have found a new way for people to look at the religions of old. Provided I'm the first to figure this out. For all I know others have figured it out that way or another and couldn't say anything, because they'd be dismissed as crazy.

With that said, though, it helped me map out more in my life and where I fit in the world. I was meant to discover things like this among most other great things I didn't hope to accomplish.

Take care, stay safe and stay tuned for more.