I have once again been featured on @TheTankTribune:

The Tank Tribune NO. 92. Wiesi

But for the first time since I was first featured, I once again was featured on the Phonograph:

And this song is on the list:

I would like to thank the good people at The Tank Tribune, for once again featuring me. It was much appreciated and I hope to see some of my fellow friends and fans on here get featured one day as well.

I would also like to thank my fans and my enemies, because without you I wouldn't have made it this far. So once again. Another addition to the Corkboard:

Stay safe and stay tuned for more.

After drinking that two cup jar, I noticed some very distinguishing differences. For starters, because of the bland flat taste of distilled water by itself, I am able to taste the drink more. The drink itself, mostly due to the Gatorade Mix, tastes like store-bought Gatorade in a bottle. Exactly like it. Next was the effectiveness. Because there were no chemicals in the water interfering with it, the drink is actually more potent than it was before. Hell. The process of making it, took my mind completely off smokes. Drinking it is lowering the physical cravings and if I keep up with it I'll be done with smokes for good. And since my previous boiled tap water formula worked to detox a friend of mine, I have no doubts that the detox effects would be so powerful, the addicts in my town would turn into productive citizens. See after finding out that this stuff works on the physical addiction regarding smoking, (Hence why I didn't quit until now, I had to make sure it worked on me first even at the cost of my own health.) I found out recently from the friend I gave the sample size to, that it flushed a lot of toxic crap out of his system.

So if it can work on someone other than me, it can work on anyone. Now the next step is one that will take a lot of time, but at the same time if it works, it's worth it. Until then, I managed to figure things out.

Ok, joking title aside, I've actually made a breakthrough with my CIEIR Potion. The theory I was talking about in my previous article, was that my potion would achieve potency if the water was more pure. Now you know my usual method. I boil my water to make the tea and add everything else in it. Now, while this took some doing, I was able to get a cheap but effective Water Distiller:

I got this today and it was a lot bigger than I thought it would be. Distills up to 4 Litres of Water. It takes 60 minutes to warm up the distiller and voila:

Pure clean water. Now it takes hours to fill the jug, kinda like squeezing a large orange in a juicer, but the machine is 100 percent effective. As you can see here:

I couldn't believe my eyes at the time. The water was much clearer than it was whenever I boiled it.

And it did as advertised:

Once it was full what was left over was dirty water. Mostly calcium buildup, but the distiller does come with a cleaner.

And as a result:

4 Litres of pure, clean, clear water. I tried some and it tasted flat. So needless to say there is a big difference between the waters.

Then of course you know how the rest of that song and dance goes:

The 2 Cup Jar I am drinking as I type this. In comparison to my last drinkable formula, I taste more the drink and less the water. Which is a good thing, because if my theory is correct, I made this potion 10 times more powerful. Plus now I have easy access to get as much clean water as I want for other needs.

This keeps getting better and better.

On this fine Halloween Moment, I close October, saying that things in my personal life have gotten much better. My Good Days still keep going. To the point where I officially have two months worth of good days. I found out maybe most likely that my previous months of Good Days was the result of Aries being in range of that month's full moon.

I've also been thinking of ways of improving my Small Crazy Idea with one theory in the making.

I also got to help set up and attend a Halloween Party in my building. There was movies, Pizza, Candy, Karaoke, you name it. But most of all for the first time in a long while I had a good time.

Even dressed up as Connor MacLeod:

But overall, I don't think these good days are coincidence or pure luck. I think they are the result of me desiring them and the universe finding a way to make it happen for me. But that's just me. I'll take what I can get as a good day and as long as it keeps me above ground for a while it's welcome.

That said, Halloween is upon us. For the kids, get your tricks, treats an home safe. For the adults, get drunk and scare the crap out of each other. As for me. I'll continue to wear my costume until the day is over.

Happy Halloween.

As most of you know I have a few spiritual beliefs and one of them includes but not limits to Numerology and Astrology. Now whether one thinks they're true fortune telling or just a bunch of lucky coincidences, most can agree that sometimes what they say is relatable to your situation however you interpret the reading.

Now much like when I was talking about the spiritual significance of being 32 at '23, I discovered a numerology oddity that connects to close to that date as well as the meaning of the month that year.

When I tried to look up the date I stumbled upon this article:

The October Blood Moon Wants You to Put Energy Into Your Relationships

In which October was the blood moon that is mostly significant to the Western Zodiac sign Taurus.

However in that article, it shows it's significance to the other signs, so I recommend you check yours out too, if you believe in this yourself or have a curiosity. In my case I was born an Aries and mine states:

"Be extra cautious of your finances right now, Aries, and don't be afraid to ask for guidance. Also be open to unexpected gifts! This is the time that they could come in a windfall."

Now while I do believe in Horoscopes I had no idea the meaning of the blood moon until I read what it applied for taurus specifically in the article above the Horoscopes. But it got me thinking of a few things such as my months worth of good days. So I decided based on a theory that if October is the blood moon for Taurus then the Blood Moon for Aries would be in September. So I looked it up and I was right:

What September's Full Moon in Aries Means for Your Zodiac Sign

In my case the blood moon in Aries means the following:

"The opposite might happen for this full moon in Aries, however. All full moons take on the flavor of the other cosmic happenings. In this case, with transiting Mars, the planetary ruler of Aries, driving up the south node of destiny (a karmic point on the lunar nodes of the moon) in Libra, we may start feeling lazy and temperamental.

Instead of indulging in the mood, take action. Make a list of what you want to bring into your life and what you wish to release. By just noting this, you’re setting an intention and manifesting your desires — even if you aren’t ready to make moves this will inspire and motivate you to do so soon."

Now this was before I made the goal of trying to achieve at least a months worth of good days. So this thing pre-emptively put me to the test and according to it I passed.

Much like the other article it also has a separate horoscope section. So I recommend you check that out as well to see if maybe it coincides with the events of your lives last month. So after reading my Blood Moon Meaning, I was curious to know the horoscope that day:

"You are solely focusing on yourself right now. Some might call it selfish; you call it necessary. The less energy you give to others and their issues, the easier your life will become. Only take on matters you can handle at the moment. Don’t overextend yourself or overwork yourself."

In my case, I did focus on myself. Even spent less time on this site to dedicate myself to some self healing and improvement. Once I was able to get through that month the good days, no matter how much of a struggle they been never stopped. At this point I'm close to getting 2 months worth of good days. And it's starting to scare me. It reminds me of that Twilight Episode "A Nice Place To Visit":

Oh but I kid, I value each good day I can get and the fact that I managed to get up to this many, shows things are looking up. Who knows what happens now, but I have faith things will be good. Sure I'll have things I eventually need to vent, we all do, but until then I wish good days to all.

Well I figured I do another edition of My Views, mainly due to a topic that has bothered me lately.

Over the years both online and offline I like many of you have gone into many confrontations. Said many nasty things whether justified or not. And in terms of my offline life I came dangerously close to physically hurting people whether they deserved it or not. Yet, when I get tempted there's always something that stops me, whether it's common sense, my conscience, I don't know. Some people have praised me over it even telling me that I made a brave move walking away. But then there's the other side. People that say I should have given in regardless of what it would cost me. So it makes me wonder what are people's views on bravery.

Now I've already made badges over the subjects of fear and courage:

And while I stand by them. There is more to it than the badges. The badges merely simplify it. They don't tell each individual what makes them brave, merely give them guidelines on it.

In my view bravery is the following:

1. Having the courage to stand up for what you believe in, regardless of what others think of you.
2. The courage to decide which battles are worth fighting. A struggle I know all too well.
3. The courage to walk away lest you suffer the consequences of your actions.

Just to name a few. Those were put to the test for me today and while some flames are fanning, I passed most of it.

That said, what is your view on bravery. I'd like to know.

Seeing that a lot of my stuff is being voted, but none of the voters commenting. This may sound a bit petty, but if you're gonna vote for my stuff high or low, I believe I have a right to know why you like or hate it. This is not a demand or even a complaint to any specific individuals, but more or less a small peeve of mine regarding how this site is.

Picking up where this left off:

Another Follow Up Small Crazy Idea Level 2

I made another Bath bomb and this time rather than simply use it for the tub, I was thinking of other ways to apply it to me.

It wasn't until I seen this that I got an answer to one:

This is a scene from The Karate Kid. Specifically after Miyagi's iconic first fight. In the next scene he's helping Daniel heal, by soaking the iconic Bandana or Hachmachi as it's called, in a strange liquid that can only be described as "Smell Bad, Heal Good." It wasn't until recently I looked up what that stuff was. It is called:

Dit Da Jow. Also known as Hit Wine. Common among some martial artists. It's basically a soak that heals bruises and other injuries.

When I saw that my formula carried similar properties I got inspired:

I took a new kitchen sponge and soaked it in a bowl of the stuff:

I then lightly spread it on my body while dumping the remaining liquid from the bowl to my hair. After finishing it, I felt a lot of sensations. Since this wasn't diluted by bathwater, my skin and hair is absorbing more of the pure tea, chlorophyll, aloe vera and epsom salt. Due to the mint, I feel a cool sensation. Due to the caffeine in the tea, I feel more energetic. I even smell better. Since this stuff seems to work wonders, I am thinking that if I could get a portable container. Even an old fashion portable canteen would do, I could basically carry both the drinkable, for internal health and the bath bomb for external health.

Update 10:49 PM, it made my skin feel a lot cleaner, but dryer. Even disinfected some old bug bites.

Follow up to this:

My Views: Good Days and Bad

Well, my quest for a month's worth of good days has come to sort of an official end. I do not know what the future holds for me good or bad later on, but the fact that I was able to achieve so much within the span of a month, I have never been happier.

To close things out, on what is officially now known as yesterday, I ended up getting a great honor. A friend of mine who visits my building gave me this:

This is a bear claw stone pendant. A charm well known in both Celtic and Native culture. To which I am both. In terms of nationality I am Scottish, Irish, English, Scandanavian and Ojibwa. Also known as Ojibwe and Chippewa. This friend is also native so when a native gives a gift to another native regardless of the nationality gap, it is considered a highest honor. I admit, I'm still learning about this side of my culture, so I don't know a lot about this. But from what I've heard, if a Native woman, especially one old enough to be your mother or grandmother, gives a native youth a gift, it is considered a very high honor. In Native Culture, the Stone Bear Paw pendant is a symbol of Strength and Healing. In Ojibwa, it symbolizes protecting a warrior and offering them strength. So in the eyes of the natives in my town, I am one of their warriors now. That said I have no idea what the hell I did to earn that. Still it closes out a months worth of good days. That being said there's another reason I'm posting this article.

Today is Truth and Reconcilation Day. For those that don't know, it is the day that a scandal involving residential schools was exposed. Opening a dark chapter in Canadian History. While I don't know the exact details, I know enough that it involved cultural genocide and that they're still finding bodies. It was the first time in my life I felt ashamed to be a Canadian. That said, it allowed me to realize who I am in life. And what matters in life. Now I will fight tooth and nail to have good days. Not just for myself, but for everyone I care about and every innocent soul struggling for their place in the world.

While I never had a chance until now to wear the orange shirt for that day, I have tried to contribute to it in other ways:

I painted that two weeks ago. Scanned it so I could save it and show everyone on this day. My building has what is known as Art Therapy and it is exactly what it sounds like. The residents go down to the recreation room and they draw, paint, write, sculpt, diamond paint. Whatever they consider therapeutic. I was recommended, by someone who was also dealing with anger issues in combination with bad luck. Those two weeks ago I made that, asked them to at least put it up a few days before the day and they put it on display outside the room. Added two paper orange hearts under it too.

My heart goes out to all those that suffered losses, because of these genocidal madmen and madwomen. I really hope that you all have better days ahead of you. And I hope the people responsible are currently burning in Hell.

One of the difficulties of being a mixed race is that you carry all the baggage of each race. For example while I am Native, my predominance is white. You'd have to look at my hair and eyes to see if I had some Native in me. That being said, save for my Scandinavian heritage, which traces all the way up to the famous Viking, Eric The Red, I have not had any ancestors, that I know of to pull that crap. My native side is on my mother's side and hers before her and all that. That said, like many people I have had some family members, whom shall remain nameless because I hate them. Whom have had at least one -ism and -phobe. I made peace with that a long time ago and moved on away from their radar. Helps that some are dying off. Anywho, it doesn't compare to others, whom have been through worse. Some Native friends and family of mine had many difficulties. One of them was in one of those schools and taken away from her parents. She was one of the lucky ones that lived. I can't imagine how much another friend of mine knows, but I haven't seen him in years. That guy was cool, he built a shelter in our backyard and he currently lives in a park. If I ever saw him again and asked about that, it would probably break his heart.

That said, we shouldn't just use this day as a day of mourning. But also a celebration of life. A way of saying we are still here and we are still alive. Not just for Natives but for everyone, because as the slogan goes:

Every Child Matters.

Stay tuned for more and have wonderful days ahead of you.

First of all, I want to let you know that my recent absence and little to lack of posting material, was not out of anything negative. Not from the drama of the site, nor from my being impatient in waiting for something bigger to happen. If anything, it's something to be celebrated. But before I get into it, let me give you some context regarding my latest edition of My Views.

You ever once in your life had something good happen to you, only for something bad, be it minor or major to fuck things up and ruin the rest of your day. That is how I lived my life......until now.

For as long as I can remember, I always believed that there were just good days and bad. Good days where something great happens to you or bad days that ruin it for you. Some even last more than one day. Other times it gets worse when one tries to have a good day, only for it to turn into a bad day.

A lot of others whether I know them or not, have had the same problem. Granted in different ways, but the same problem. Let me run through a few typical Bad Day scenarios for further context:

1. You are a construction worker, you are paid minimum wage, you managed to get a bonus from all the hard work you've done. Only for some outstanding debt to pop up that costs you all that bonus, but a few dollars. That is a Good Day Going Bad.
2. You're a businessperson. Your stocks have been higher than ever before to the point where you're richer than God. Only for one bad business fuck up causing you to plummet. Also a Good Day Going Bad.
3. You're Homeless, you just managed to get a $50 Bill after hours of begging for change. Just enough for you to get a feast only for someone to con you out of it leaving you only enough to eat for the day. That is also a Good Day Going Bad.

And now a few Good Day Scenarios. Using the same people:

1. After losing all but a few dollars of your Bonus, you discover that a relative of yours has succeeded in their line of work and offers to help you get back what you lost. Or maybe the debt turned out to be a fraud and you could sue the creditor for more money than they tried to take from you. Point being is somehow some way you get your Bonus Back. Turning a Bad Day into a Good One, even if you're still pissed off about that.
2. After getting close to jumping off the Wall Street Roof, you get a call. Either your company gets a huge bailout, the plummet turned out to be an error or a misunderstanding or one of your other investments make up for more than what you lost. Another example of a Bad Day turning into a Good One.
3. You went to the nearest eatery, with just enough for a burger or whatever food you happen to be craving. On top of having something to eat and having a warm place to rest until your next exhausting travel, someone sees you. Could be a more well off customer feeling generous or god forbid a member of the staff or even the manager. But someone helps you in some way, either providing more food or enough cash for you to stay in a motel for a few days at least. That is yet another example of a Bad Day Turning Good.

Now why did it happen? Because of a few things.

1. These people waited long enough for something good to happen and it eventually did.
2. It wasn't handed to them or demanded from them that it happened.
3. Most importantly. No matter how bad things went for them, they don't let it ruin the rest of their day.

And for the past 30 days including today. From August 31st, to September 29, I have had an impossible amount of Good Days and right now I am as happy as happy can be.

To give a typical scenario of my life:

I live in a building where there are a lot of bad people living there and a few good people I can trust. As of last August I survived one year of this place. I've faced many things, from confrontations with unruly neighbors, to cutting off toxic people from my personal life. However in the past 30 days, a lot of Good things have happened minor and major, no matter how bad things seemed to get.

Now at the time I started to notice this I only had 3 Good Days in a row. The days range from making a few bucks helping some people who couldn't walk to the stores themselves, to being a listening ear to those that needed it and helping whoever I can when I can. Just to name a few things and as a result, Good Deeds have happened to me in return. It even gave me the opportunity to do even more good deeds for others, because I was raised to do everything in my own power to do so. I even managed to resolve a few personal situations that have bugged me not just for months, but years. Including but not limited to helping my relatives pack and leave my town for better pastures. So needless to say whatever Good Days I've been having are starting to extend beyond just my own home front.

Now the reason why I call them Good Days, was because even when bad stuff happened, I never ONCE let it ruin the rest of my day. If anything it motivates me into trying to keep those days Good, rather than let it ruin the rest of the day.

And that has been going on, including today, for the exact past 30 days.

It's why I put this one above all else on the front page. To share this with the world.

While many may disagree, this is my view on Good Days and Bad Days.

It all goes down to three simple rules:

1. You can turn a bad day into a good day, by doing the best with what you have. Good days don't involve material interest, they are literally just meant to make a good day no matter what.
2. If something bad happens to you, regardless of it's minor or major, that is only ONE bad part of what could be an overall good day. Wait the rest of the day, before you officially declare it ruined.
3. Most importantly. YOU have the power. The only reason the day feels bad is if YOU feel it's bad.

Follow these simple rules no matter what and I believe you'll have just as much Good Days, if not more than I currently have. At this point I DON'T GIVE A FUCK, if a slew of bad days come around the corner, because I realized this power and I want to share it with all of you.

Thank you so much for all your love and support and stay tuned.