Follow Up To This:

I think I saw a sign.

Once again I do apologize for the loss, any fans that happen to be from Tampa Bay Florida, you have my sympathies as a human being.

Once again, the Leafs won another game against Tampa. Which can be seen here:

Now by all intents and purposes, that video should not even exist. Yet the Leafs are still going strong here.

Unlike the last one, this one I didn't see. Because I didn't know it was on that night.

Seeing them win once was enough for me to see my luck was just beginning to change for the better.

However hearing that they won 3 games to Tampa's 1, this is no mere luck. This is a sign. A big sign.

For those that don't know what I am talking about. Allow me to explain.

Years ago, back when I was having more bad luck, I set up a few goals. Scenarios in which if the least likely events, would be considered signs that things may change. Be it my own life or the world. One of the most unlikely things that would happen in the 56 years they have been dreading this, is that they would win the Stanley Cup for the first time in all those years and counting. That's my top tier goal. If that happens either the world will usher in a new paradise or we'll all die in Armageddon. However my lesser goal is the Leafs actually coming close. Which even then thanks to it being a likely scenario, means that slowly but surely my luck is about to change for the better. As for how. I don't know. But I said it before and I'll say it again:

GO LEAFS GO!!

Last night I was watching Hockey. It was Toronto Maple Leafs vs Tampa Bay Lightning. This game was one of the most brutal Hockey Games I've seen in years, both sides were practically beating the shit out of each other Hanson Brothers Style. The game was close for Tampa, but thanks to Ryan O'Reilly the game went into overtime. It was sudden death and it came close for both of them, but eventually in the final seconds, Morgan Rielly scored the final goal taking the Leafs to victory.

First of all to any fans and friends I have in Tampa Bay Florida, I apologize for your game loss. I'm pretty sure like many other Hockey fans all over North America, you probably have a few words to say about our boys. That's fair.

That being said I see this moment as a sign and I'll tell you why.

I've watched Hockey since I was a kid, my parents would literally let me stay up late just to watch the game, but every time I ever watched a Leaf game, they'd lose. Apparently due to some kind of sports curse that's been going on for 56 years and counting they never won a single Stanley Cup since. Yet if I wasn't in the room when they were watching the game, the Leafs would win at least the rounds near the playoffs. So I came to the conclusion that on top of the old Curse that I myself was a sports jinx. Hence why I don't bet on sports, as otherwise I'd be rich. However in the history of my life, this is the first time I've ever seen the Toronto Maple Leafs, my home team, win a single game ever.

Either I never had the curse to begin with or the curse got broken. Either way I see that as a sign.

So for the first time since I was a kid I have this to say:

GO LEAFS GO!!!

Just a small promo but one I'm frontpaging for all to see.

A Trip Through The Obstacles

For this song I wanted rather than make two seperate songs and paulstretch the latter, I wanted to make something trippy that seems to go from my usual repetition to this. This was a rough one, but I think I did a good job.

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I rated this one mature because it intentionally promotes weed use. If you're a kid or a teen reading this, you've been warned.

Of course what I am talking about is this:

Happy 420

April 20th to be specific.

Now April 20th has had a lot of bad ties and surprisingly a lot of good times due to the significant events. Such as the Birth of notorious dictator Adolf Hitler in 1889. As well as the Columbine Massacre in 1999 literally 110 years after Hitler's Birth. In my case it also not only happens to be 19 days after the day I was born in 1991, but on that year famed movie director Don Siegel who's hits include Invasion of The Body Snatchers and Dirty Harry, passed away.

However despite all the bad there are also good things to celebrate this day.

Such as the first successful human organ transplant in 1951 or in 295 when Haley's Comment was recorded the 8th time.

But the one thing that stood out above all was 420. This was the day that was good for some, but bad for others. One of the most debated days in the world.

Now I knew after a couple of days of first hearing it years back, I knew it was associated with weed. I myself smoked weed for a long time and have grown up in a neighborhood full of stoners. Way before Weed became legalized in my country. However until now I never gave a good look at the history of the day.

The term itself started out in the 1970s at San Rafael High School. Where 5 students devised a code in which to meet privately to smoke weed at 4:20 PM. Now unlike most events related to 420, this particular one was in reference to the Time rather than the date. So odds are those 5 pretty much just got baked after school every day. However in terms of 420 for April 20, it started at least to my knowledge in 1990, TIME Magazine reported what they describe as "Deadheads" whom attended a Grateful Dead concert, putting flyers around Oakland California inviting people to smoke "420" at 4:20 PM. The band having since popularized the term from one of the classmates working as their roadie.

That said I'm only going by what I've read so far on it. I could be wrong and I could be missing some details.

Now the reason why I consider this to be the most debated day is because, even with laws all over the world slowly becoming more lenient on the use of Marijuana, starting with medicinal and then later recreational. People are to this day still divided to whether or not the legalization of weed is a good thing.

There are the usual people out there, that simply think Weed is a bad thing, that it's a gateway to other drugs like Cocaine or Heroin. But unless they themselves smoked a joint a day in their lives, they don't know shit.

There are legit reasons though such as smoke toxicity, no different than cigarettes, but with the added contact high that comes with it. Impaired driving, no different than DUIs. As well as some people being physically allergic to either the plant or the smoke. These are concerns I don't ignore and to my fellow stoners out there, I suggest you at least respect those concerns. Joints are portable for a reason, you can walk around and smoke anywhere.

That said, then comes the big bullshit that has been plaguing peaceful weed smokers for centuries. All the propaganda that is posted that is 100 percent inaccurate.

There are people that claimed those who buy weed, legal or illegal are promoting terrorists. That those who use it are in league with Satan or in terms of my personal favourite spoken by my late, bigoted grandfather, the false accusation that it changes people's sexual orientations. Or as he claimed "Weed makes you gay." Now bear in mind, this man has smoked weed before and the only reason why he even stopped or tried to force others to stop, was because he passed out during the Superbowl and was pissed he didn't see the final quarter. It was a personal beef. That being said a few things to anyone else that believed this bullshit:

1. If weed was even remotely touched by terrorists, they'd literally have no reasons to commit terrorism. They'd be too stoned and lazy allowing the opposition to get a clear shot at their heads. Their racket has always been Coke, Heroin and Opium. As in the shit that actually does destroy your body and make you pissed off more.
2. I'm not Christian, but even if I was I don't think Satan would make a plant that would make people feel better when he could at least use said plant to make people suffer more. The way I see it God or Allah or whatever you all think created this big blue ball of mud and plants, made those plants and left us to decide how we should use them.
3. I don't have anything against Homosexuality or any other sexual orientation and identity save for of course Necrophilia, Bestiality and Pedophilia. That being said I highly doubt a plant that once smoke gives euphoria, tiredness and a massive need to eat, could change your sexual orientation even if you wanted it to.

Until now these people I don't give the time of day, because they're often too stupid or ignorant to know what they are talking about. But that said, because of the net, they have a way of expanding their voice just as much as those for Weed do.

Now, with all that said, I am just gonna continue to celebrate the day the way it should be. A nice joint in the hand, some entertainment to watch and maybe some inspiration for my further works. Such as this Gem I made last year:

Now for all those already on the 420, I ask of you what are your experiences? I am curious to know.

Happy 420.

Until then stay tuned.

Normally I don't try to link someone's username in the Negative, but I'm gonna have to make an exception.

Just a few days ago, I've had to unfollow and block @JackStormYT, which broke my heart, because he was one of my first fans. The reason being was because of this:

https://jackstormyt.newgrounds.com/news/post/1349010

Specifically the second line in his "I Will Draw:" In which he's not only offering to draw shota and lolicon art, but also willing to give a %50 Discount. So not only does he draw that shit, he's trying to get more interested clients by offering half off. Basically ringing the dinner bell for pedophiles all over the world.

I don't know where people don't get the impression that Shota and Loli are not considered Child Pornography, but they are. They are literally categories to hentai. So simply making "Cutesy" pictures and calling them Shotacon or Lolicon doesn't help your case. In fact it makes me not only highly suspicious of you. But never want to speak to you ever again, because if I ever find you in person, I may in all sense of honesty, kill you without a second thought or at the very least, warn the nearest prisons of your arrival.

Now, I didn't just charge in head first, like I usually did, I tried to talk to Jack twice, regarding this. Once on the newspost, but said comment was waiting for the approval which I now know won't go through. The second time through private message. I received no answer from him. So I did what I had to do. I unfollowed him and I blocked him. Had I known what he was into, I wouldn't have given him the time of day.

Now I say this unto you all , my fellow fans and fellow friends. I want you all to be honest with me. I want to know if each and every one of you has either, done Shota or Loli art, bought from other users or have in the past tried to justify this disgusting crap, so that I may do the proper thing and unfollow and block each and every one of you sick fucks.

Don't be like Jack and have your shit posted somewhere where anyone with a zero tolerance policy would find it. Turn yourselves in. Because you do not want to have ME of all people finding you here.

To anyone whom also honestly didn't know. I humbly apologize for you having to find out here. I'm pretty sure you're either in shock or denial, but I won't blame you if this news has hurt you in any way.

Update July 20 2023 5:54 PM: Since the link is officially dead and some people still think I support this shit. Here's proof so you'll know I'm not full of shit:

This was taken around the same time I published this article. But because he writes so small I had to zoom into it:

You sick fuck. And you all think I defend this shit? How many times has this guy slipped past your radar Newgrounds and he's still online despite that. The only difference between here and there is that he didn't delete this off his youtube yet.

Special thanks to @fe3l1ngsk1lled for being my 200th fan. I managed to make it this far. Who knows how far I'll go now.

Happy Easter Everyone!!

As most of you know since I've moved to a new place last Summer, I made a vow that I was gonna turn some of it into a studio. This took some doing.

Now because my main focus was voice acting and maybe doing some actual vocals for my music, I already had nearly everything I needed. Everything except a soundproof booth.

I live an apartment so naturally I can't emote or do anything louder without disturbing my neighbors, but I couldn't just nail some sound proof foam on the walls either so I took to net shopping for an answer and I found one. Room dividers.

Basically they are portable walls most people buy to turn their rooms into office cubicles. I ordered one so far just to see if it could work in my space and just today I finished building it:

The wall I ordered was from Ebay and much bigger than I anticipated but perfect for what I need. I figure 2 or three more would do to completely box in my computer and recording area. Then all I'd have to do is put sound proof material on them.

It also doubles as my scream box if I ever need to vent out my rage.

So if you're like me and want to make a studio that conveniences you as well as your surrounding environment, look no further than this.

First off, I was able to have a productive and good Birthday the past weekend, even got free stuff at a local weed shop because of their birthday special.

Second off there is something that needs to be addressed here. Just recently I stumbled upon an article I will not link for the protection of the user making it. This was one of many complaints where users have their work get zero-voted or zero-bombed as they say here. Now whether or not one's work deserves a Zero is a different story, everyone has their tastes and everyone has their dislikes, so a zero is inevitable and I don't see it as a big deal myself because, just because one or two assholes don't like my work, doesn't mean the rest of the world hates it or me. That said, I am well aware there are trolls out there that do that either because they have a personal grudge or because they think it's a good way to get a cheap laugh. I've experienced it myself, but I pay them no mind at best and tell them how pathetically lifeless they are at worse.

Now, I know people are frustrated about this, but I hate to say this, but you fucked up big time why? Because you talked about it. That's right. To better spell it out for you:

THIS IS ALL YOUR FUCKING FAULT!!!

As someone whom as a kid, that's been bullied and has even bullied others in the past, let me let you in on a secret. Bullies thrive on attention. It's not so much that they have to hurt you, but they have do it in front of everyone, to increase what they believe is their rep as a bully. When people complain about what they do, that just encourages them to do it again. So when people are going around complaining and venting, (justifiably so, but still...), they may as well go to the hardware store, buy a can of Red and White paint and put a target on your backs. While I do sympathize I really do, that lesson should have been hammered to you all since day one.

Now if this were real life outside, the situation would be simple. Either ignore them, tell them to fuck off or if need be punch them in the fucking mouth. But since these are net people, who could either be near your residence or halfway across the fucking world for all you know, it's not that simple. You know what is simple? Let me spell it out for you:

FUCKING IGNORE THEM THEY DON'T MATTER TO YOU!! YOU MATTER TO YOU!!

It's that self-centered insecure bullshit I cannot stand, mainly because I've been through it myself and it pisses me off that this is still happening to others. You can't please everyone with the stuff you make. Your audience comes to you. Not the other way around. There are always gonna be trolls, hecklers, pranksters, cyberbullies, bullies and other filth all over the world and the net, that cannot comprehend people having a good time or making good work without their input. You should not give a flying fuck what they think because they are pathetic, mentally castrated, lifeless losers, whom for some reason or another feel the world owes them one. I should know, I used to think that way myself.

However while I struggle endlessly, to try to be good and do right by myself, my family, my friends and my fans, I'm at least trying and have succeeded for the most part. So if some asshole has a problem with my work, or me as a person, either they come face me themselves and talk to me in a polite civil way or barring that, they can fuck off and jump off the highest building for all I care. Which is why I'm putting this as a Frontpage article. Too many insecure people need some tough love. They need to thicken their skin, strengthen their muscles and discipline their mind.

And to those Zero Bombers and all the other bad elements out there, you literally have nothing better to do than attack people a site that's comprised mostly of teenagers and young adults? Either you're a pedophile or just some waste of space and air that wore out your welcome before you were even sperm in your dad's pants. I've met people like you before, you're nothing but cowards and if you even had the slightest amount of guts to face me in person, you wouldn't last long in a fight against me. So be lucky I don't know who each and everyone of you are in person. Leave these people alone and use your bullshit trolling for something constructive. It's 2023, you could literally make money shit talking people and instead you waste money shit talking people. Which I'm perfectly sure satisfies the child you have locked in your basement, you creeps.

To those sick of them, just keep up your work and ignore the fuck out of them, it's better for your health.

Not quite sure if this is an automated thing, due to entering one's birthdate or if @TomFulp is just that nice, but thanks anyway, that was sweet.

Ok first of all just letting you know. I went on for the entire 24 hours as I mentioned in this newspost:

https://cieirmusic.newgrounds.com/news/post/1349055

I made the time first setting my usual priorities in the morning and afternoon. Rent, Bills and food paid. As well as essential items required for my small crazy idea. I then spent the rest of the day partying hard until 12:00 AM today. I am now officially 32 years old in 2023.

Or as I like to call it:

3223

Numbers is one of my many things I look into as a hobby. From math to numerology. I feel like that this particular number holds significance. I once again ask anyone who is more well versed than I in the art of Numerology and other number related expertise so see if there is some kind of meaning to this.

That said, let me tell you a story about this specific birthday.

I was born in April 1st 1991. In that year, April 1st also fell under the day of Easter Monday. Now I'm no Christian, but being born on both a Pagan Holiday and that year's symbolic day of Christ's resurrections may have factored into certain aspects of my overall life. Not to mention that it extends to other religions too. Like Judaism. In the Talmud, it has once been said "And who shall bring redemption but the Jester." I was born on April Fools Day, that makes me as Jester as I can get.

Ever since I was born whether it's good days or bad days, I lead a strange and bizarre life. It's no wonder I gravitated to this site when I was young. A lot of us are equally quirky in our own ways. Be it eccentricities or borderline supernatural.

With that said, I honestly wish all of you a Happy April Fools Day and to spend it doing what you're supposed to do.

Prank The LIVING FUCK OUT OF EACH OTHER WOOHOO!!

But most of all have fun, be safe and hope you had as much of a good time as I did.