First of all, I can reassure you, that despite all I went through today, it was still a good day. I visited The ROM today (Royal Ontario Museum) a place I never been to, since I was a kid. As I was going there I noticed a few things in history I never paid attention too. Such as the various histories of many cultures, the study of animal life both prehistoric, as well as looking at various arts, made by talented artists both living and dead. However while the trip was ok, I did have a few problems. For starters, a minor problem that made me blow up a little, the cafe got my order wrong even though I told them twice what I wanted. I wasn't the only one to suffer this, but at the same time, it ticked me off. So I went to the exhibits to cool off. Only to panic, when I was unable to find my way back to the cafe. I did, but they finally got my order right as well as everyone else's. While I was able to enjoy my lunch I was still ticked off and to make matters worse, part of my group, was a couple arguing. What they were arguing about was none of my business, but at the same time, I thought a public argument, in front of a Museum, a place where families go to teach the children about the ups and downs of the world, was inappropriate. Needless to say when I tried to diffuse things it got worse and I almost got into a fight with the person. Security was there, I told my side of the story and I was just waiting for this trip to end, because for some reason, although I was glad to come see the old ROM again, I felt like there was something off about the place. I felt that same sensation in other places, which have a history of human suffering. So needless to say even the exhibits didn't help matters. I find out later, that the couple have cooled off, much to my relief and everyone else in the group was able to go where they wanted to see stuff. While I am relieved things got resolved quickly, I worried things would have gotten worse.

However there were two life lessons I learned from going to that Museum.

1. No matter where you go, you can't escape drama. You can choose to go the other direction or you can choose to stop it in general. I myself do not like getting involved in other people's drama's even if they try to drag me, but if I do get involved in some way, by my own fault or theirs, I make them regret it. That's the key to surviving drama. Try not to get involved and make them wish you didn't. I thought I was crazy handling it the way I did, but at the same time I realized in the past years, that's what's been keeping me going. Motivating me into moving forward.
2. Regarding the museum itself, it was still worth the trip, as I was able to look at things from the perspective of an adult, in a place that I enjoyed when I was a kid. It gave me a fresh new perspective on the world. Sometimes you do have to go back to the beginning to understand what you are going through. I was able to get a glimpse of the ancient cultures, both from my own background and the backgrounds of those close in my life. Giving me a better picture on what these cultures are like to this day as they changed and grew. Art in a good way never changed and at the same time, it allowed me to realize something. When it comes down to it, we as a species aren't all that different from each other. We may come from different places, have a different point of view of who created what, have differing political views and things that upon disagreement, we've fought, beaten and killed each other over it. However we all in our own ways started out the same way. Primitive and new, finding our feet to the world, developing and seeing how far we go in our respective parts of the world, to slowly, but surely advancing to the point where we could see and interact with each other, whether we click on common ground or hate each other over differences that seem big, but are rather small and petty when you look at them from a wider lens. We may not like the same foods, we may not like the same fashion, we may argue constantly on whether or not there is one God, Many Gods or none at all, but each and every one of us in our own way, have gone through trials and tribulations that have hardened us, toughened us up, but most importantly, made us really think and care more. A decade ago I was a hot head, picking fights with people on the net, not caring who was crying on the other side or laughing at my attempts at striking back. But while I still struggle with that side of myself, which believe me in this day in age is as hard to do offline as it is online, I do stop to think and see what it is. Childish, petty, not worth my time.

Which leads me to the next eye opener. I've kinda known this for a long time, but only remembered it recently. I won't name names or explain exactly what happened, partly because I am too disgusted and pissed off to talk about it, but the whole time in my own personal life I've had a known pedophile under my nose the whole time. The only reason I didn't remember it, was because it happened almost a decade and a half ago, back when I was attending High School. This person was in their 20s when it happened and the person this person was prostituting back then was near my age. And while I don't remember meeting him in person, I do know enough that they stuck with each other post High School. Just goes to show, the third lesson I learned.

3. The past can come back to haunt you or enlighten you, in ways you cannot imagine.

Since then I told as many people as I knew about it.

Now one thing I often stressed, was that I live in a dangerous town. It's one of the reasons I was able to figure things out here on Newgrounds and other net related shit, because they pale in comparison to the shit I witnessed for the past 26 years of my 32, soon to be 33 year life. However there is one benefit to a high crime related town. Although these are really bad people and I mean really really bad, like many criminals all over the world, they have one piece of common ground:

They Fucking Hate Pedophiles and other varieties of that scum.

Whether it is on the street or in the dangerous depths of the local prison system, some crooks often have one or more moments where they try to do something right for a change. The only thing that separates them from the police is that, they go outside the law to do it. And if they ever once seen a pedo in their crosshairs....well let's just say it's ugly. What's even uglier though is that the person whom was doing this, a person whom also terrorized a lot of people over the past decade. As I mentioned before, in a previous article, I don't condone violence as an Artist. Let's just say even as an Artist I believe this person should suffer a horrific torture, befitting of 80s slasher movies. But that's just wishful thinking. I'm pretty sure whatever happens, the city will get him one way or the other. Be it the streets, the law, who knows maybe both.

Before I would never even think to mention more of my life on this site, because either people would worry or not believe me. But after that trip to the museum, it really started to reiterate on making my life better, now that good things have happened to me. And while that specific day did seem bad, I was able to enjoy the rest of my day like I usually do. Smoke weed, watch movies and think up more ideas for my works. That museum really inspired me.

So I close out by saying, I had a Hell of a life changing experience and from this baptism of fire, I came out a more humble, tougher and spiritually stable person. I'm still me, but I'm my better self again. It's been a long time.

So take care, stay safe and hopefully, stay tuned for more.

Whoa. I mean whoa. I don't know if it's because of the horoscope or the native charms or just plain good luck, but holy fucking shit. I won't go quite into detail in my personal life, partly because you might not believe it. However, I will say this. The past couple of days outside the net, have benefitted me greatly. I was out of a major financial debt, allowing me to save more money, minor lucks such as winning at a bingo game, became more frequent. I was able to avoid so much drama and somehow even put an end to some through my presence. But the result of what has happened to me, most importantly allowed me to dump a lot of baggage in my life. I feel more positive, spiritual, more happy. I don't know how long this shit is gonna last, but I'm enjoying it while I can.

That being said, I figured it out. I figured out the secret to having a good life. Funny enough it is actually quite simple, but a lot of people are too stubborn to try, because it seems too good to be true.

1. Always have a positive attitude towards each day of your life. Sometimes bad things happen, but no matter how bad they are, things could have been worse. But never let it ruin the rest of your good day. Sometimes, good things come around the corner. Which has happened to me, for the past few months, which was why I wasn't doing new content lately. I was overwhelmed at what happened with me, that net drama or even advertising my music, never felt like work to me anymore. I can ignore the drama here because I dealt with real life drama, that makes this pale in comparison. As long as the person you're fighting against, doesn't threaten bodily harm on you, then you have nothing to worry about.
2. Good Deeds are not just rewarded, they are a test of character. Something as simple as sparing small change to your fellow citizen will go a long way, because this random act of kindness, will never be forgotten be it by that person or those that witness your good deeds. Not because you deserve reward, which you do, but because it shows what your character is like and it goes a long way. On this site and in real life I try to do my best to show character, doing good deeds for people no matter the risk or reward, as I feel I do the right thing. Maybe some disagree, but who gives a shit anymore. I know I have people that agree with me and that's enough and I can accept others don't agree and come to their own bullshit conclusions about me. They're not worth fighting anymore. The only thing that's worth it in life is doing what you can to help yourself and help others in need, in your personal circles be it here or at the comfort of your own home. As well as try your hardest to pursue you're dream goals. Just recently I received such much needed closure about my personal life. As a result. All the baggage I ever carried with me in my overall life way before Newgrounds even existed, has long since melted away. I am more calmer, more mellow, more at peace and I strive to keep that going. It was like I was able to turn my life around in a good way, by just being at the right place at the right time. I can't quite explain it, but I don't think I'm the only one that's lucky. And while not all good deeds get rewarded, luck rewards us in many other ways. We just have to see it.
3. Don't be afraid to get your hands dirty if you have to. Now as an artist, I am obligated to tell you that I do not condone crime or violence whatsoever, even in the name of justice. I may make a bloodthirsty superhero trio fight an equally blood thirsty supervillain duo, but let's face it that stuff is a little tricky to do in real life and believe me I did want to be a Superhero when I grew up. Lol. Now having said that, as a human being whom grew up in one of Canada's most dangerous cities, for around 26 to maybe 27 years of my life, I honestly believe of all places, that place should be fought for by every citizen in town. Be it the crime wave it boasts about or the law itself or even average parents and workers that are sick to death of living in fear. So needless to say if it happens to the people that deserve it, I wouldn't protest against it. That being said after witnessing all that stuff with my very eyes I can safely say I've been noticing a few changes. Citizens have been fighting back, Police are cracking down on bad elements and even certain elements on the other side are turning against those taking things too far. Since then, people were able to walk the streets a little safer. The law may not respect it, out of obligation and I respect that, but that said, I respect anyone with the guts to fight back in what they believe in by any means necessary. That being said, there is an alternative to crime in terms of Justice and revenge, something I prefer because it doesn't lead to violence and war you simply do the following: Make friends with the people you know in your heart you can trust, test them at every turn to keep them in check based on the flaws you both address, make more friends, rinse, repeat and you basically got yourself a circle of friends, some probably family. Use your respective talents to fight in other ways. Like say if one's a lawyer, they could find a way to sue your enemy. Or if one's a doctor, they could cancel that person's prescription. Point being is that no matter where you go in life you'll always have people to back you up.
4. Treat every day like it's your last. No matter what people say, we must anticipate the notion that one day, you're gonna die. Whether it's cancer or other diseases, old age, accidents, murder, suicide whatever the case may be, you shouldn't be afraid of the fact that you're gonna die, you shouldn't even fear how you're gonna die.....unless it really FUCKING hurts. What we should be doing is celebrating with what little or lot of life we have left to spend, give and enjoy. Even if bad things happen your way, so what, you're a lot better than you think you are and you can bounce back.

Throughout the past 26 years I seemed to have thought my luck has run out, now I think it only just begun.

Take care, stay safe and Good Luck. Hopefully I'll come up with something that really pops.

As most of you know I am a huge believer in spirituality and numerology. So needless to say when I realized what date it is today, I thought I'd talk about it.

In about 5 days the next full moon passes through the Gemini Area of the stars. Which is supposed to not only affect those under the Zodiac sign Gemini, but also other signs as well. For example, mine Aries, said that yesterday is the day I drop all baggage and today would be a day of joy. All the weird good stuff that's been happening to me over the past couple of months was leading up to this. But let's just say should these be as accurate as they been for me, that things are gonna change for the better out here and I am no longer afraid of the future.

I do suggest you check out that horoscope I linked, check your sign on it and see if it coincides with the events that have happened in your life. Let me know what you think.

Stay tuned for more.

I have once again been featured on @TheTankTribune:

The Tank Tribune NO. 92. Wiesi

But for the first time since I was first featured, I once again was featured on the Phonograph:

And this song is on the list:

I would like to thank the good people at The Tank Tribune, for once again featuring me. It was much appreciated and I hope to see some of my fellow friends and fans on here get featured one day as well.

I would also like to thank my fans and my enemies, because without you I wouldn't have made it this far. So once again. Another addition to the Corkboard:

Stay safe and stay tuned for more.

After drinking that two cup jar, I noticed some very distinguishing differences. For starters, because of the bland flat taste of distilled water by itself, I am able to taste the drink more. The drink itself, mostly due to the Gatorade Mix, tastes like store-bought Gatorade in a bottle. Exactly like it. Next was the effectiveness. Because there were no chemicals in the water interfering with it, the drink is actually more potent than it was before. Hell. The process of making it, took my mind completely off smokes. Drinking it is lowering the physical cravings and if I keep up with it I'll be done with smokes for good. And since my previous boiled tap water formula worked to detox a friend of mine, I have no doubts that the detox effects would be so powerful, the addicts in my town would turn into productive citizens. See after finding out that this stuff works on the physical addiction regarding smoking, (Hence why I didn't quit until now, I had to make sure it worked on me first even at the cost of my own health.) I found out recently from the friend I gave the sample size to, that it flushed a lot of toxic crap out of his system.

So if it can work on someone other than me, it can work on anyone. Now the next step is one that will take a lot of time, but at the same time if it works, it's worth it. Until then, I managed to figure things out.

Ok, joking title aside, I've actually made a breakthrough with my CIEIR Potion. The theory I was talking about in my previous article, was that my potion would achieve potency if the water was more pure. Now you know my usual method. I boil my water to make the tea and add everything else in it. Now, while this took some doing, I was able to get a cheap but effective Water Distiller:

I got this today and it was a lot bigger than I thought it would be. Distills up to 4 Litres of Water. It takes 60 minutes to warm up the distiller and voila:

Pure clean water. Now it takes hours to fill the jug, kinda like squeezing a large orange in a juicer, but the machine is 100 percent effective. As you can see here:

I couldn't believe my eyes at the time. The water was much clearer than it was whenever I boiled it.

And it did as advertised:

Once it was full what was left over was dirty water. Mostly calcium buildup, but the distiller does come with a cleaner.

And as a result:

4 Litres of pure, clean, clear water. I tried some and it tasted flat. So needless to say there is a big difference between the waters.

Then of course you know how the rest of that song and dance goes:

The 2 Cup Jar I am drinking as I type this. In comparison to my last drinkable formula, I taste more the drink and less the water. Which is a good thing, because if my theory is correct, I made this potion 10 times more powerful. Plus now I have easy access to get as much clean water as I want for other needs.

This keeps getting better and better.

On this fine Halloween Moment, I close October, saying that things in my personal life have gotten much better. My Good Days still keep going. To the point where I officially have two months worth of good days. I found out maybe most likely that my previous months of Good Days was the result of Aries being in range of that month's full moon.

I've also been thinking of ways of improving my Small Crazy Idea with one theory in the making.

I also got to help set up and attend a Halloween Party in my building. There was movies, Pizza, Candy, Karaoke, you name it. But most of all for the first time in a long while I had a good time.

Even dressed up as Connor MacLeod:

But overall, I don't think these good days are coincidence or pure luck. I think they are the result of me desiring them and the universe finding a way to make it happen for me. But that's just me. I'll take what I can get as a good day and as long as it keeps me above ground for a while it's welcome.

That said, Halloween is upon us. For the kids, get your tricks, treats an home safe. For the adults, get drunk and scare the crap out of each other. As for me. I'll continue to wear my costume until the day is over.

Happy Halloween.

As most of you know I have a few spiritual beliefs and one of them includes but not limits to Numerology and Astrology. Now whether one thinks they're true fortune telling or just a bunch of lucky coincidences, most can agree that sometimes what they say is relatable to your situation however you interpret the reading.

Now much like when I was talking about the spiritual significance of being 32 at '23, I discovered a numerology oddity that connects to close to that date as well as the meaning of the month that year.

When I tried to look up the date I stumbled upon this article:

The October Blood Moon Wants You to Put Energy Into Your Relationships

In which October was the blood moon that is mostly significant to the Western Zodiac sign Taurus.

However in that article, it shows it's significance to the other signs, so I recommend you check yours out too, if you believe in this yourself or have a curiosity. In my case I was born an Aries and mine states:

"Be extra cautious of your finances right now, Aries, and don't be afraid to ask for guidance. Also be open to unexpected gifts! This is the time that they could come in a windfall."

Now while I do believe in Horoscopes I had no idea the meaning of the blood moon until I read what it applied for taurus specifically in the article above the Horoscopes. But it got me thinking of a few things such as my months worth of good days. So I decided based on a theory that if October is the blood moon for Taurus then the Blood Moon for Aries would be in September. So I looked it up and I was right:

What September's Full Moon in Aries Means for Your Zodiac Sign

In my case the blood moon in Aries means the following:

"The opposite might happen for this full moon in Aries, however. All full moons take on the flavor of the other cosmic happenings. In this case, with transiting Mars, the planetary ruler of Aries, driving up the south node of destiny (a karmic point on the lunar nodes of the moon) in Libra, we may start feeling lazy and temperamental.

Instead of indulging in the mood, take action. Make a list of what you want to bring into your life and what you wish to release. By just noting this, you’re setting an intention and manifesting your desires — even if you aren’t ready to make moves this will inspire and motivate you to do so soon."

Now this was before I made the goal of trying to achieve at least a months worth of good days. So this thing pre-emptively put me to the test and according to it I passed.

Much like the other article it also has a separate horoscope section. So I recommend you check that out as well to see if maybe it coincides with the events of your lives last month. So after reading my Blood Moon Meaning, I was curious to know the horoscope that day:

"You are solely focusing on yourself right now. Some might call it selfish; you call it necessary. The less energy you give to others and their issues, the easier your life will become. Only take on matters you can handle at the moment. Don’t overextend yourself or overwork yourself."

In my case, I did focus on myself. Even spent less time on this site to dedicate myself to some self healing and improvement. Once I was able to get through that month the good days, no matter how much of a struggle they been never stopped. At this point I'm close to getting 2 months worth of good days. And it's starting to scare me. It reminds me of that Twilight Episode "A Nice Place To Visit":

Oh but I kid, I value each good day I can get and the fact that I managed to get up to this many, shows things are looking up. Who knows what happens now, but I have faith things will be good. Sure I'll have things I eventually need to vent, we all do, but until then I wish good days to all.

Well I figured I do another edition of My Views, mainly due to a topic that has bothered me lately.

Over the years both online and offline I like many of you have gone into many confrontations. Said many nasty things whether justified or not. And in terms of my offline life I came dangerously close to physically hurting people whether they deserved it or not. Yet, when I get tempted there's always something that stops me, whether it's common sense, my conscience, I don't know. Some people have praised me over it even telling me that I made a brave move walking away. But then there's the other side. People that say I should have given in regardless of what it would cost me. So it makes me wonder what are people's views on bravery.

Now I've already made badges over the subjects of fear and courage:

And while I stand by them. There is more to it than the badges. The badges merely simplify it. They don't tell each individual what makes them brave, merely give them guidelines on it.

In my view bravery is the following:

1. Having the courage to stand up for what you believe in, regardless of what others think of you.
2. The courage to decide which battles are worth fighting. A struggle I know all too well.
3. The courage to walk away lest you suffer the consequences of your actions.

Just to name a few. Those were put to the test for me today and while some flames are fanning, I passed most of it.

That said, what is your view on bravery. I'd like to know.

Seeing that a lot of my stuff is being voted, but none of the voters commenting. This may sound a bit petty, but if you're gonna vote for my stuff high or low, I believe I have a right to know why you like or hate it. This is not a demand or even a complaint to any specific individuals, but more or less a small peeve of mine regarding how this site is.