In 1823 a lot of good and bad things have happened.

In 1823, The first Angelo-Ashanti war happened.

In 1823, Olbers' paradox is described by the German astronomer Heinrich Wilhelm Olbers.

In 1823, The British Museum, one of the most popular Museums in the world was first founded.

In 1923, US President Warren Harding became the first president to pay his own taxes which even back then was considered a big thing.

In 1923, Sergeant Murphy wins the 82nd Grand National.

In 1923, Walt Disney and his brother Roy Disney founded the Disney Brothers Cartoon Studio. Which paved the way, not just for Walt Disney's Empire and the stuff good and bad that came with it. It also paved the way for competing cartoon companies that later on went to become powerhouses of their own. Including but not limited to Warner Bros. And considering it lasted literally up to 101 years, that's an accomplishment on it's own.

In 2023, Covid was being stabilized enough that people were free to travel, despite the risks.

In 2023, The Russian-Ukraine Conflict restarted, with hints that Ukraine may one day win.

In 2023, in my own personal life and my travels, I witnessed the start of miracles that could only be realized as we entered this new year. Including but not limited to getting things done and dealing with BS drama once and for all.

It made me realize that a lot of events both good and bad, they're often at their peak at least once every 100 years. Which means, for the good of humanity, there is gonna be a lot of good things. So good that any bad thing they have, doesn't ruin their whole day. Such as my 30 Good Days last September. For the bad of humanity, I foresee only two things. 1. Bad things will happen to those that don't redeem themselves before it's too late. Some people I know in my personal life, did so much bad without remorse, that sooner or later, one way or another, they are either going to die or spend the rest of their life in prison. 2. Those whom done bad in the past, but have redeemed themselves one way or another, will too have the mother of all breaks. It won't be easy, I've done my fair share of bad, but once I started to reflect on my own life and started putting more effort into doing good outside this net, I ended up slowly but surely getting the things I wanted, but most importantly the things I didn't think I need at the time but got them anyway.

It made me realize, that while it's not quite noticeable, through it's people, the Earth is slowly but surely healing itself to prepare for the next century cycle. Now you can all relax. Due to our short lifespans at the time, in the next 99 years, we'd be long dead which may scare some, but the comfort is that we don't have to deal with the next century bullshit. We paid what we owed, we're square with the house and we earned our much needed vacation time, however one sees fit to have a good time.

By 2123, we may have to cross many speed bumps, but we as a race, will eventually make it through in the end. Some may stumble, some may fall, some may even drop dead. But those that survive will be able to reap the rewards to come, no matter how small or how big they are.

I am writing this, so that even if my account is long since erased or archived, there'd still be a digital paper trail for future generations to prepare. So they cannot make the same mistakes we have in the past centuries and look more forward to what the future hold's dear.

Eventually I will succeed in my other goals, but until then, I'm enjoying what I got while I still can and I've never been happier.

Take care, Stay Safe and Stay Tuned For More.

I won't go into exact detail, but the past 16 days of The New Year, has been nothing but an exciting adventure.

To put it plainly, Evil in my area, has been exposed and is slowly fading away. Miracles, have been happening every day. And my town is beginning to toughen up in a good way. For starters, just today, I've interacted with some unlikely, but good friends more often. Some of which, see me as a hero, despite my objections. I have watched heroism unfold in unexpected ways. Including but not limited to a guy getting saved from an 80 foot drop. As well as gained rewards I never thought I would need, but was glad to have. Including but not limited to new TV speakers and a bunch of clothes of many sizes. Whatever doesn't fit, I'll give it to someone it will fit.

But essentially, my real life, got more exciting and fun. I can't wait to see what comes next. And this is only half the first month of the New Year. I had a feeling things would get better, but holy fucking shit.

Years ago, I was an unlucky man bitching at the world for my piece of it, but I can safely say in ways that don't have to do with money, I've become one of the richest people in the world. The thing about Wealth is that it's not just financial. Anyone can make a buck. Knowledge of a craft that can help others, that's wealth in knowledge. Being at the right time to witness or participate in an event you didn't want to miss, that's wealth of time management. Having family and knowing they are gonna be ok in the long run, that's wealth in family. Me, in terms of finances, I do what I can to survive and try to get extra when I can. But the knowledge, time management and even family stuff, I've been apart of all these years, is paying off in ways I couldn't even imagine, but are happy about. And while there are still some problems needed to be solved, I look at them with a clear mind, a huge sense of optimism and a strong heart.

It's one of the reasons, I keep writing here, when everything seems like a dead end. So that the people I care about here, could find it within themselves to read this and base their own opinions on it on whether or not they should follow my example or go their own way to achieve success based on their own ideas. Either way, it gives me hope that if things can get better for someone like me, then they can get better for everyone. And as a result I have four tips for people to hear:

1. Take time to help someone out, if and when you can. Sometimes people view kindness as a weakness, when in actuality it's a great strength. Help the right people, based on your gut feeling and while it may not be your intention, you may get rewarded in way you didn't think you need, but would come in handy in your life. Case in point, I saved a man's life and helped him move some stuff and garbage out. In return, he gave me whatever he wasn't taking with him from clothes to some electronics.
2. If you have spiritual beliefs, use them. Trust me on this one. The problem isn't that you're not getting answers, the problem is that prayer and ritual should be a balance between selfish and selfless. Pray for something for yourself, but also pray for others to be ok, whether they need extra money or you wish them good health at the hospital. They're not telling you one way or another, they're telling you to do both. Even pray for your enemies. Trust me, that one works.
3. Always make the best out of a bad situation. To cold to go out to eat? Sweet, watch some TV, make some popcorn and chill until it's no longer chill out there. The sky is the limit on how one can occupy themselves and if it's not important, you have all the time in the world to do it another time. This was the hardest lesson to me, because I was bombarded with so many bad situations that it took me a while to sort them all out.
4. Help each other out when you can. This applies to the Net too. Everyone on this site alone, has a skill the other person needs. Ask around, maybe you'll find more success working together rather than compete over who gets fame first. My skill here is music, it's downloadable, so there should be nothing stopping you from using it here, for the things you need, like animated shorts and videos or simply background music for your podcasts and skits. If it gets us up there faster, then do it.

Point being is that, for some reason, good things have been happening to me lately and I've begun to slowly but surely try to solve the secret of it, so others get a chance at success. So far, I've found some of it. But I think it'll be found if everyone else shows how they got successful. Pool resources together and make a 3 dimensional plan that could probably help everyone all over the world. We're not as different as people say we are. We all went through the same bullshit in different ways, and it's high time we put aside all our differences and work together. Not just online here, but offline. Find ways of helping improve your own little worlds.

There's a saying "We can't save the world, only our small part of it.", well I think if we each did it our way in saving our own parts of the world, we could collectively save the world. It's not too late. Nature has given us a second chance in a strange but good way.

So take care stay safe and stay tuned for more.

First off I want to say, I nearly had a really bad day. Won't go into detail, but I was able to get out of it with sheer determination and willpower. I was able to help someone that needed my help and as a result, that person is under my personal protection. So I got to get a glimpse of what it's like to actually be S.T. Musician.

Having said that, disclaimer: This following article is mostly for those whom have varying spiritual beliefs. So no offence to any Atheists out there, but you're welcome to read it anyway. Who knows even if you don't believe in it, you might get inspired to make media out of it. It worked for Bruce Lee.

Anywho, I realized something I think a lot of people of various faiths overlooked when it came to their prayers and rituals. For context, most people pray for protection, wealth, love and life. How they do it, varies religion to religion, but it's basically the same principle. For example. A Christian prays before bed for the wellbeing of their family. A Muslim faces Mecca in hopes their life is going forward. So forth and so on.

However the one thing every religious and non-religious person has in common is this: No matter where they walk in life, they will always have enemies and their main go to is praying for their destruction. Now sometimes that does work, I've witnessed it myself and even put it to practice during my own spiritual journey, but it's not powerful enough because it clashes with the will of said enemies and if their will is strong even if their body and mind are weak, they won't perish. Like the song says, you can't always get what you want. You can pray for an ass kicking, but that's as far as it goes.

Then one day, after dealing with the rough stuff, I go outside, not just to smoke but to pray for the protection of my loved ones. It's one of the reasons why I haven't quit yet. In Native culture, Tobacco is a sacred herb and smoking it can be used in rituals. I just do it my own way, by lighting up and praying like hell. Even adding some sage into the mix. The reason I do it this way, is because I use my body as a vessel to tell whatever's up there, I'm serious and I'm willing to destroy my own body as Penance. I don't recommend it if you have asthma or have allergies to tobacco and sage. Anywho, I spent my time on top of protecting my loved ones, praying for the destruction of my own enemies. Both on this site and in my personal life. Some of it worked, but it wasn't enough for me. I got greedy for wrath. Then one day, after dealing with today's crap, a friend of mine said something that really clicked. Among most things we talk about, we talk religion as he's also native and has a native family of his own and he tells me this: "I Pray for my Enemies." Now at first I was thinking even if he was Native "You're fucking nut-- wait a minute. You know what that is a very good idea." So after I go retreat to my home I light some sage and pray that my enemies achieve the same heart and mind I achieve. The idea being that if they put themselves in my shoes subconsciously they'd understand why I was so angry and most importantly why I still try to keep a good heart and mind. And while this prayer is positive in nature, positive stuff can in fact be used as a weapon.

For example, for context. In Legend of Zelda Ocarina of Time, the last Arrow you get and the one to defeat Ganondorf was the Light Arrow:

Now I understood the holy context because holy light burns evil and all that. However, I always wondered why Light of all things, because I figured they'd convert the fire arrow into holy fire and make it look badass. However then I realized that was the point. While Ganondorf feels pain from the Light Arrow, the pain is it trying to cleanse his soul of evil. So Link wasn't trying to kill Ganondorf, he was trying to exorcise him. He was trying to save him at first, just like he was trying to save Zelda. But of course, Ganondorf doesn't want to be saved, because being good literally hurts him.

In my case, I felt the same aches and pains everyone else feels when they try to do good, whether they succeed or fuck up. They work too hard that makes others reject them. They act too nice, which causes them to be taken advantage of. They act too brave and they get themselves killed. In all essence being good really sucks.

However, those that don't stop being good, would see the fruits of their labour. The hard work builds a house. The kindness tells you who your real friends and enemies are. Even if your bravery gets you killed, you have people that will miss you and more importantly people who will avenge you and try to keep the memory of you alive.

I can take the bullshit if it yields that good of a result. But I have lived on this planet for 32 years so far and like everyone else, I made a shitload of enemies everywhere I went. So I basically prayed for thousands of souls that didn't deserve it, to put themselves in my shoes and if it works and they don't redeem themselves, needless to say it's gonna fucking hurt. I know that, because I felt that pain, all my life.

Brings a whole new meaning to Kill Them With Kindness, doesn't it.

So I suggest you do the same. No matter how bad they are, no matter how much you hate them, pray for their soul. Pray for them to be saved, you never know what may happen. Hell even if you don't believe in it, I suggest you pray for it anyway for kicks.

Take care, stay safe and stay tuned for more.

Part of what inspired me to do this song:

did have some biographical aspects. I won't go into detail on what and why, but the best way to describe it is that I realized in my own personal life, that I've been living in an amalgamation of many fictional mediums. Action, Drama, Fantasy, Science Fiction, Romance, Horror, Fairy Tale and Western, just to name a few. Maybe I'm just going crazy suffering from Truman Show Delusion or maybe I see something most people don't, but it made me realize that a lot of things I went through even in small doses were like something out of books, movies, tv shows and video games to name a few. Even my book incorporates fictional mediums, because like religion, most people dismiss the messages fiction tries to tell us, simply because they don't think it's real. I used to be one of those people. Yet despite that I start noticing things. For example my Small Crazy Idea, I was mostly trying to make something to compensate for lack of nutrition, because I'm a picky eater which leaves me little options other than meat, grains, some veggies, dairy and junk food. But after finding out what it was capable of, I can safely say I basically created a magic potion. To give a glimpse of my personal life, I go around my neighborhood wearing steel toe work boots. Both for personal protection, safety equipment if one needed help moving something heavy and most importantly to increase the weight, ever so slightly to add some resistance to my walking, wherever I go. Even on leisurely walks, which I love to take, no matter the weather. For the past 2, soon to be three months, I was able to go from 255 pounds to 220 pounds. I basically lost 35 pounds without even noticing. Simply because I was walking around in those shoes as well as carrying other forms of heavy equipment along the way. Including but not limited to carrying heavy cases of beer for a friend of mine. I realized recently it reminded me of two things from the same medium: Dragon Ball. Specifically Goku and Krillin's beginner training delivering milk to the locals. As well as Goku's first time showing that he was wearing weighted clothing, in the iconic match between him and Tienshinhan. Not to mention my potion doubling as a liquid equivalent to a senzu bean.

Much like Goku, if I swapped my boots with running shoes or just go barefoot, I'd probably be able to run so fast, that nobody would catch me. Even a big guy like myself can run pretty fast already, but with less weight and more muscle, I could probably knock a lot of people over, just by running through them. Not to mention I am somewhat adept and martial arts, am one of the few people in my town that at least finished High School and sometimes have a very explosive temper. So needless to say, I basically became a Super Saiyan, without Ki.

So it makes me wonder. Is fiction, truly fake or much like myths, religious texts and other forms of written story, that it has hidden messages. Hell some were more blatant than others. Such as a certain One Punch Man 100 day workout that seems to actually work in real life. Or a certain Sci-Fi television show, that somehow predicted if not outright invented the technology we take for granted today among most things.

Hell I myself witnessed things outside the net that shouldn't even seem possible. Including but not limited to the modern equivalent to fairy tale romances. So it makes me wonder, what is really fake about fiction? The stories are written by people with certain views of the world both idealistic and cynical, they resonate very well with the people that read them even if they have differing views of their own. Which is why so many stories are iconic in the first place. In fact a lot more people are above all else happy simply because they continue to hold these stories in their heart.

Granted we don't see a lot of people shoot magic powers or energy blasts at each other. But that doesn't diminish the message even less.

So what do you think. Have certain aspects of fiction affected your life as well? If so let me know. Until then take care, stay safe and stay tuned for more.

I realized even if only one or two people get my first book, that's good enough, because it helps me judge not the quantity of customers, but the quality. Something I should have learned a long time ago, when I first sold my music in Bandcamp. Doesn't matter if you're a starving artist or an entertainer drowning in money, as long as some people love your work, that's what mattered. I used to believe that before slight greed and insecurity took over me. Not to mention my pension for getting involved in so much drama as well as my baggage, clouding my mind, body and soul from my personal truth.

That said, regarding my book, that was my intention, have at least one person read it and whether they like it or not, that's fine. But if they did like it, they'd tell their circles why they like it and either they'd be interested in reading or tell that person that they and to an extent the author (me) is full of shit. Strangely enough when I wanted to do non-fiction that was the kind of reaction good or bad. One of the few times I would accept criticism without defense because that would be how I reacted if someone else gave me that book 12 years ago. One of the few times a negative moment would make me genuinely laugh.

Anywho. Because I managed to get at least 2 people interested in reading, it's enough to expand on it. I have many ideas for my next book on the subject, but they are more or less a few mental cliff notes. For example I wanted to do further expansion on certain rules. Not just experience, but mainly to dive further into it. For those interested in the rules for context click here. But essentially the rules are rule 5 and 6. #5, Truth is Stranger stranger than fiction. #6, Incorporate your superstitions. Now it's a bit awkward to spoil my own work sometimes, but spoiler alert.

Regarding 5, part of why I originally started CIEIR in the first place, was so that I could find the truth in fictional mediums. Whether it was something small as tech similar to Star Trek (Communicators being the pioneer for Cell Phones) or trying to see if possible certain people existed in real life under different names. So I wanted to dive deeper into the world of fiction and list off all the times they either proved things true or predicted the future. So I may dedicate a chapter or even a book for each rule if I have to for those who like further reading. Including these rules.

Regarding Rule 6, as a joke in the book I made up a superstition based on my own personal life. Has no bearing towards family or friends or even my own superstition. However I also listed some of the known superstitions, just to get people interested in talking about their own or if they had similar. That and recently I've been noticing signs from even older superstitions. Specifically Angel numbers.

Now I find the concept of Angel Numbers as well as Angels is interesting, but for a while I never quite understood the full meaning of them. Despite the Christian name for them, they are well rooted in other religions, including but not limited to Wicca. As the Wiccans often sometimes invoke the Archangels at all four corners to better invoke the magic in their rituals. In fact, the concept of Angels alone is rather interesting as some would depict them as humanoid beings that bring light and love to those that prayed for them, others try to do a take that is considered biblically accurate. But the one thing that amazes me more than these depictions is that, right down to certain numbers, if feels maybe we been watched in some way or another. Be it by actual divinities or by people whom firmly believe so strongly in them, that right down to the numbers, they'd place them all over all aspects of their life. That only those that believe in it or believe in similar concepts would be able to decode. It's even routed in science because certain numbers mean a lot and be it by coincidence or the divine, end up factoring into various equations and other number related shit that could very well affect your life, whether you're aware or not. Even the very digital clock on your phones, often shows even if they happen to be times on your schedule, they happen to be the right numbers you need to see at the right time to boot. For those that don't remember, back when we relied on Hand Clocks, the clock represents how the world turns. Our planet turns at least 1000 miles per hour. If one were to be able to stand at the right spot for at least 8 hours, morning to night. You'd be able to see the sun rise and set. If you look at it properly, without risking burning your eyes, you'd also notice that it reacts the same way as an hour hand to a clock. With the sun directly over your head signifying High Noon. So 8 x 1000 equals 8000 miles for a third of the day. Whereas in the full day, it's 24 000 miles every 24 hours. With the minute hand and second hand helping you calculate the minutes and seconds it takes for us to spin all the way around. After realizing this myself, the angel numbers on my own clock, started to make more sense to me.

To give a glimpse of my personal and spiritual life, I used to see recurring numbers on a clock. You probably seen these numbers before and either dismissed them as coincidence or if you do believe it's like a sense that depending on the numbers, it could mean something good or something bad. In my case these are the following numbers I see on my clocks or others:

• 11:11
• 12:34
• 9:11......not that 9/11, but you never know. Considering people think Nostradamus predicted that one.

But to sum it up. They're the most prominent of many Angel Numbers. 1111 meaning you're on the right path. 1234 meaning the universe is aligned with your thoughts and intentions. 911 meaning that your thoughts, actions and decisions. Which as fucked as it sounds explained a whole lot why those guys crashed those towers and the Pentagon. They thought they were serving a higher purpose, but basically interpreted their own messages the wrong way. They picked that date, because they were certain that something was on their side, when in actuality, all it did was prompt the world to take action against them. Showing who's side whatever's up there if anything is.

Anywho, since I was able to figure out the meanings of the numbers, in various aspects of my life, I started seeing more numbers whenever I look at the clock. Many numbers saying I'm going the right direction and since they've worked pretty well so far, I think I'll keep following them.

But that's just one idea for the next book/s.

The others I want to delve into the more pseudo-religions and how fictional fandom could equate to religion. Such as Superfans like the Trekkies and the Warsies. As well as delve into the Anti-Religions, including but not limited to Satanism, mainly to study and see what their worth is and if they're worth putting into the book.

That said, comment below, if you ever seen strange numbers that resonated with your life one way or another. They could be on a clock, a receipt or even two or more random numbers popping up on TV or even the buildings in public. For they could mean a lot of things.

We finally made it. I was out for most of it, but I was in time to see a great display of fireworks.

This would be the time to reflect on the last year, all the ups and downs of your life. To see if things were worth the hardship you all went through over the past 12 months.

Me, despite my ups and downs, I wouldn't take it back for the world. Every bad experience is meant to toughen us up, make us think clearer and learn from past mistakes. Which I have.

I managed to have a rocky yet good year. Managed to sort out a few things in my own life that needed sorting and to top it off, I've been basically more happier than I ever been.

So I wish you all a happy and healthy New Year and to deliver the first day message of this year:

You have the power to seize your own destiny. You have the power to express yourself through your various hobbies and arts. You have the power to either have a lifetime of peace and quiet or take a risky adventure, where the reward outweighs said risk. The possibilities are endless. Go outside, have some fun and above all else, continue being you.

Love all of you, for supporting me in your own way so far. For once I look forward to the future.

First of all, whether you celebrate Christmas or not, I hope you all had a good time on the Holidays. Mainly because, for the first time in my life, I not only had a good time with mine. I have also been able to solve many problems minor and major in my real life. For starters, I was able to find both problems and solutions regarding my own family life. My problem solving intelligence has increased exponentially. Second, I weighed myself for the first time in months and saw how much weight I lost. For context, I used to weigh between 255 to 235 pounds. A small 20 pound difference, based on the ways I changed my diet, exercise and overall lifestyle. However, when I weighed myself I saw that I was recently 220 pounds. So going from my highest weight, I lost 35 pounds. It was all due to changing my diet and simply getting out more. As well as having the motivation and reason for getting out more. Second, while I'm still trying to quit, I found out that after dropping all my baggage, I was able to find the will to cut down. While I was out of town, I was able to smoke at least one or two cigarettes a day before my cravings cropped up. So it proves that Addiction is physical, mental and environmental. And while I got the first two down pat, this was a new surprise for me. It makes sense, because I am out of town at the time and away from the usual stresses of the world. Third, regarding love, let's just say I was scared at first, when it first happened, but there are many reasons that tell me to keep going, both in terms of common interests, including but not limited to, similar spiritual beliefs and having an equally fucked up lifestyle. But overall, I was able to solve a few major issues that make me worry less and get out more.

Anywho, for context, I left my home town for 5 days, to spend time with my family. I got drunk, high, had a lot of great Christmas Presents and was able to let them know I was Ok where I was and at the same time bring some closure in their own lives. Not to mention having many a turkey and ham feast. But basically for the first time in a long while I was able to have fun, relax and unwind, ready to put an end to old troubles and be wary of new, with a clearer, more calmer and focused mind. Now my main focus is on the other aspects. Such as promoting my music, getting out more in my personal life and finding more ways to improve it. I'll never doubt my CIEIR potion again as on top of discovering things about it, I was able to use it as intended. A health drink to compensate the lack of nutritional value in my overall poor diet. Which helped me burn off the remaining fat, clean out my blood and overall restore my body where I am just 10 to 30 pounds away from being officially at a good BMI. I've also cut down on a few other things, such as Booze. My Christmas thing was one last hurrah. And it happened quicker than I thought because I was given a beer I didn't like which turned me off of drinking a little more. The only times I will drink, will be if it's a special occasion. Birthdays, Weddings, Bachelor parties things like that and maybe the occasional contest. But other than that, not for leisure anymore. So if I can quit that, which I never had a problem with to begin with, my smoking will be next.

I also been coming up with new ideas for my brand here as well as ideas in general, after exploring more of my town recently. I'm still promoting my book, because I think it's gonna be the thing that gets me some degree of success. And to top it off, I've realized things in my past, present and even possibly future, that things while they may get rough, they are worth enduring. Just to see if something good turns out about this.

Anywho, take care, stay safe and have a Happy New Year.

Well, I was hoping this year I'd make it to my next Christmas and Jesus H. Tapdancing Christ, I've made it. And all I have to say is....well:

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

Man this year has been tough, both online and offline, but the tough part is just as appreciated as the good stuff. Why? Because of a few things:

1. As bad as things seem, if we can live through them long enough to see golden moments, then they are worth it.
2. The bad side of life, as terrible as it is, is also meant to be a learning experience in life. While we managed to go about it our own ways, what we have in common is that we all experienced, pain, suffering and loss. Yet as a result of them, we got tougher, stronger and determined to make sure none of that happens again or at the very least those go out on a happy note.
3. No one is a failure with friends. No matter how alone you think you seem, you're not.

It's one of the lessons that took me a long time to accept. It may take just as long, if not longer or maybe even shorter, but I believe that we all will be able to make it in this world one way or another.

No word of a lie, my journey as any can attest to both online and offline was not easy. In fact I think it was probably the hardest thing I ever went through, but that said, I wouldn't change it for the world even if I desired to. Mainly because at the very least to me, I would need the bad events just as much as I need the good ones. No matter how much I want the latter to outweigh the former.

That said, I realized I managed to accomplish a lot in many aspects of my life. Here I proved that my work was worth promoting here, even if things didn't seem to go my way. Because I at least have people whom love it and want to see more of it. In the real world, I was able to reflect on all my life and find ways to atone for my own sins. Both personal and public. As well as look at my past with a better perspective and be more optimistic about the future. Granted, I'm still a bit of a nutcase, but eventually I'll find balance in that too. And in my spiritual life, I found out that my soul despite all I've done, has never been impure. Mainly damaged. And it's taken a long time to peace it back together, but once I did, I was able to make it stronger, more powerful and above all else, everlasting. To the point where I honestly believe that no matter how bad things seem to get in 2023, that 2024 might be different.

It gives us the chance to start over, to teach the next generation, not to make our mistakes and hope to God they listen this time. It gives us the chance to find newer ways of saving our old lives. Most importantly, while it may be a while, I honestly think we just entered the starting line of a new golden age. A future we only dreamed about in Sci-Fi Movies and Cartoon Sitcoms.

For once I'm ready to face what happens next, good and bad. Don't get me wrong, should more bad crop up, it will be painful, but I can fight through it. And so can you. But if the good outweighs the bad this time, then we may be in for one hell of a positive ride.

So in short, be safe, stay tuned for more and have a Very Merry Christmas, The Happiest of Holidays and an extremely happy New Year.

This is S.T. Musician saying "You have the power."

And since I believe in Rule of 3, let's hope a third person gets my book.

First of all, for those that celebrate, Merry Christmas Eve. For the rest, Happy Holidays. The past few months have been a rollercoaster for me, mostly in real life. I took many leaps of faith and managed to land on my feet. Today is no exception. For on this foggy Christmas Eve, I feel the first chapter of my long and strenuous journey has come to a close.

And while things weren't easy, the fact that I made it this far in the magical number 23rd year of the 21st Century, has really paid off in ways I couldn't imagine. Including but not limited to another book sale on this very day:

Now even with the 23 thing in the last article, I thought it was a fluke at first, but the way I see it, the fact that my second sale, has happened on Christmas Eve, is nothing short of a Christmas Miracle on it's own. And it gives me hope that more and more people are gonna get interested in reading this work.

Not to mention the first two countries that ordered it happen to be countries very rooted in religion. With Japan having both Buddhist, Shinto, Confucianism and some Christianity. While Mexico, while the dominant religion is Catholicism, does have some traits of the other known religions. As well as still having great pride and history of what came before it. The Aztecs. So needless to say, slowly but surely, I am reaching out to people with this. And so far even if they disagree, the fact that they went for the book just to read it, with or without cost, is one of the few times it helps work things out.

But that's just a splinter of my overall success. I went on a spiritual journey, that while not over, I managed to accomplish a lot of things out there. I've managed to get the things I always wanted, but never expected to get, one at a time. And now, before I decide to have a long Christmas Vacation, I will pass on a few more words of wisdom.

1. Believe in yourself.
2. Believe in your Circle.
3. Believe in the world.

No matter what happens, remember those.

Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year.

As most of you know I took a long look at my life. And I realized, not just what my own personal problems were, but also the problems with humanity in general. It seems too good and too simple to be true, but here it is.

Whether I'm online or offline, I've always my whole life have gotten into many fights. Some of which for just reasons. Others mainly because I went over the edge and started fighting and hurting people for no other reason than sadistic joy. This was wrong. I know it's wrong. Yet I couldn't stop. But then I realized why just today.

While it may seem farfetched, but it's not because of what I did good or bad. If anything, all that was, was mainly the result of the aftermath of what it really was, one way or another.

Throughout my whole life whenever I exploded in anger. Be it through text, voice or sometimes even actions (No word of a lie, there was a time when as a kid I physically hurt people violently and ruthlessly whether they deserved it or not.), people have told me it was because I kept things bottled up. Yet, whenever I felt the need to get stuff off my chest, those same people don't want to hear it. Could be friends, family and even total strangers. Why? Because of two reasons, the stuff I vent about, in their eyes bring a negative vibe that they don't want to feel, but most importantly it's because they had the same problem that I had. I even put it into play, both intentionally and unintentionally pissing off those in my circle that didn't agree with me and much like me, they got angry, kept cutting me off mid conversation and when called on certain things even when they were being truthful about what they were saying, accuse me of finding faults in my own point and coming to them to find said faults. However, once we were able to vent out, stop and listen to each other's points and then give feedback, we ended up in better spirits. Why? Because we got that negativity out and letting it go.

So it got me to realize, not just my problems, but the true problem with humanity in general. We have been conditioned to bottle things up, both by ourselves and each other. Different personalities, perspectives and points of view clash, fights happen and when we try to hold back what we really want to say and feel to each other it becomes a pressure gauge kicking into overdrive until it eventually explodes. Making the problem worse than it should have been.

Now there are many ways of getting out anger and negativity in general that do help, unless there are certain complications. Including but not limited to certain disorders.

1. Anger Management.
2. Simple Breathing Exercises and Meditation.
3. Various different drugs and substances both legit and illegit.

Just to name a few.

But while they do help in various ways, to calm the body, calming the mind isn't that easy. Especially considering each mind is unique with their own personalities, insecurities and all around different quirks that force them to bottle things up even well after they used this stuff.

Sometimes even when they tell other people not to bottle things up, they're usually the one's that have things bottled up too, which is both a sympathy and somewhat a hypocrisy. We are encouraged to speak our minds, but when people don't like what we have to say, we either speak louder or shut up and bottle it up even more.

It wasn't until recently, after a few times I've snapped on people, that I realized the problem. We have no place to unload. Whether it's by yourself or with your friends/family or even among total strangers. There is often always someone watching or hearing what people have to say even if it's none of their business sometimes. It makes us more guarded and in turn makes us bottle it up more. You can't even unload at home because you consider the neighbours may either tell you to shut up or call the cops on a noise complaint. That's correct. Even if said yelling isn't the following:

1. Threats.
2. Slurs.
3. Insults.

You literally would get fined or go to jail for unloading. It's almost like something or someone out there is trying to keep us bottled up so that we may one day eventually explode and start killing each other. Wars have been started because of shit like that. Politics have made us turned off on the idea of speaking our mind, because it doesn't matter to the people that run the place and don't agree with you. For a Democracy in North America, it comes across as more like a dictatorship. Because while there are many people in many positions of government that do have somewhat of a say, it all comes down to whether or not the main person agrees to it. Not to mention the many many arguments regarding religion and non-religion. Each side working against one and other, both knowingly and unknowingly pushing each other's buttons, but making sure we keep our damn mouths shut, rather than at least see what it's like on the other side and finding common ground.

It's one of the reasons why people are so addicted to the net. Above all else it allows people to vent and unload on each other anonymously even if they happen to be next door to each other. However, that is not right either. For even if you speak your mind on the net, it does not necessarily mean you can unload your stuff in the real world. And unsurprisingly, that's exactly what's been pissing me off and I'm pretty sure it's been pissing off a lot of others too.

But essentially the idea is that if we don't find ways of catharsis at the very least in small doses and if we don't find ways to unload all that anger, to yell, scream or even fight out the shit we can't get off our chests; we will die faster, younger and to the point where we may go extinct based on our anger alone. After all, people do a lot of stupid shit while they're angry. Present company included.

So my solution messed up as it sounds is a very simple one that even the most non-violent person can even do. Aggressive venting.

By that I mean if you have a verbal or emotional problem you need to let out, regardless how many people tell you not to and even try to talk over you. Let it out no matter how offensive it is, because once you get that off your chest, you're thinking more clearly about your decisions in life, including but not limited to regretting some of the things you said letting out. Because even if you feel right about what you said, you let it out in the open and finally let go of what's been eating at you.

If you have a physical problem you need to let out. Such as including but not limited to wanting to punch a person out. Buy or even better, make a punching bag. The work you put in making it will either ease stress or add more onto it, but that's ok, because you get to let all that stress out by punching it. Then the only thing you need to worry about is whether or not you broke your hand punching too hard.

If you have a specific problem with another person or people. Regardless of the beef and regardless of implications, just let it out. The worst that could happen is that they either try to stop you from talking or fight you if they don't like what you have to say. In that case, if you feel better after saying it, you have feet. You can either walk towards them and fight them or you can walk away from them and leave them to their own devices because at that point, who gives a shit? They have their shit and you have yours, it doesn't have to be both.

But essentially the idea is that you just let it out and be done with it.

That aside there are two very harmless ways of doing this regardless of the situation:

1. You let it out in small doses. If something specific is bothering you, talk about it, yell about it, do whatever. But do it small doses. No different than venting gas at a nuke plant.
2. Or you go somewhere where no one can hear you. A park, the woods. Somewhere where there is no one for miles that could hear you. You take everything that's bothering you, let it build up and then release.....in one big primal scream.

Once you do that, the weight completely lifts off your shoulders, and you're able to be more calmer, more collective and thinking more clearly.

The weirdest part is, that people have been doing this, but have never found a proper place to do it. Now you do.

Basically what I am saying is that part of why Humanity has been teetering between Evolution and Extinction, depends on how one handles their emotions. Do you let it bottle up until you explode or do you vent it and give safe release?

Try it out and comment below.

Take care, stay safe and above all else, let loose.